What can i use to make my small penis normal size

There is nothing you can do to change the size, although there is surgery that can make it "appear" bigger by reattaching it lower on your abdomen.

How big is it?

5-5 1/2" is normal for an adult.

If its 5.5-6.5 once it get errected then its fine.Its normal.Without erection its small.Thats natural. 

You may have a condition known as "micropenis". If you are 3" or less erect - then it's probable that you have this condition. There are a number of possible causes. It can be treated pre-pubesent, with hormone therapy - but mostly not on adult males.

As you are an adult - your options for increasing size are limited mainly to surgery (Phalloplasty) - but this is something you should discuss with your doctor. Definately - you should anyway discuss the issue with a doctor - it is a real condition and men who suffer from it often go through depression and anxiety. Plus - you never know when a new treatment will come available.

Take heart in this - many men with micropenis are happily married with children and an active sex life. As most women are not brought to orgasm via penetration alone - you can still become an amazing lover and satisfy your partner.

62 never married no kids no grandkids life sucks women force me into lonelyness life is mean have nothing to show for my life

It's always easier to blame someone else for things, females had nothing to do with you having a lonely life that's all down to you alone!