He lost his virginity to me almost a month ago. It was his first time, not mine. That was actually the most difficult sex I have ever had. I came over and he couldn't get it up.. he apologized and said he didn't know what was happening and said I could go home. As soon as I left he told me his erection came back. what the hell?!? He said come back and after losing it on and off I got lucky and we had sex but he lost the erection again before he could ejaculate. It was a tough night but I was still satisfied. I really care about him and I'm glad we became even closer and had sex. He says he was happy too.
Now, a month later, we never have intercourse after that one time! we have oral sex all the time! His erection stays! But when we tried to have sex, his erection would go away. I start to give up on us having sex ever again and then he says "lets have sex tomorrow" and he gets all happy and then the next day we don't have sex. I try not to bother him about it, but this really hurts me. He does this to me all the time. Tonight he got my hopes up again and said he was going to bed and when we got off the phone, I cried. I know it sounds pathetic but this really is hurting my feelings. I dont understand what's wrong. I don't know what to do. I'm starting to think that theres something about me he doesn't find attractive. I'm okay with not having sex but I wish he would at least stop LYING to me saying were going to have sex again. That doesnt help my sexual frustration.
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