hi I don't really know where to start... well when I was 16 I think it was I got my first serious boyfriends and if I remember rightly he was a couple years younger than me we were in a relationship for a good few years we never had sex we were going to but ither one of us would get cold feet whitch was fine or the timing was too risky worried incase our parents came back from being out or something...but anyway we did some sexual stuff and when he would finger me it was amazing and every time he would it was amazing when I wasn't with him but needed stimulation I would play with myself by fingering and I would be pretty satisfied but one time he was playing with me and I felt something and he said that he broke my hymen. I didn't know this was even possiable just with his fingers...but anyway he would touch me and it felt amazing still we broke up some time after that because of his parents but since the break up even years down the line from the break up it seems I can no longer satisfy myself ive had partners since him but we haven't go that far yet apart from me playing with myself as we have a phone call some times that feels nice-ish but sometimes it feels like a chore but if I was to sit down now and play I cant seem to satisfi myself....so 3 questions really I guess: 1) could he of broke my hymen just with his fingers? 2) if that's possible is it normal that I cant satisfi myself anymore? and 3) will I ever feel as amazing as I did back then in the future if a guy touches me down there? please help there could me more questions I was going to ask but forgot but if I think of them im sure I could ask thanks so much and I know all this sounds strange and this probably doesn't make much sense sorry if it doesnt