When I was 6 I had a metal door slammed on my head by a friend by mistake, which needed stiches.
Now I am 18 and have suffered sinus pains, headaches and migranes which get worse with the cold, however Since I was 17 I started to find that my memory lacked, i could hardly remember what I had done 10mins ago, and sometimes entire days would go from my memory, after that my control of the language began to slip, I forgot to spell, forgot hard and complex vocabulary. Now 18 I developped depression and got into weed, I only held this habit for a couple of weeks (1-2 weeks).
However now I find that my symptons have greatly worsened, i dont remember recent conversations or topics, I hear voices, hear people calling my name and cannot distinguish between a "heard" noise or a though one, I also developped ringing in one of my ears and my ear cannal has become smaller (doctors are unsure why) which developped a ringing noise from time to time, now i can slo hear this noise repeated inside my head, even though i can tell when it happens due to pain this is only though, i also find myself expressing myself to myself, I have lost my anger which i dont normally do over this, I have developped insomnia and had certain feelin of emptyness,like i am not doing thing but merely watching, get tunnel vision, and times seems to move faster.
I have also had the emotion that my feeling swell to the point where it is hard to conceal them and i have to struggle not to laugh or get angry over nothing, even if I am alone.
I am currently in study, yet don't have a single friend but 1 whom Ive know since before the problem got worst, and worries about my behaviour, and reports and has evidence of things ive done or said that i have no recollection about, even when it has happened seconds before, this obviously dismay's me.
Could anyone be sincere and tell me what they think?
Now I am 18 and have suffered sinus pains, headaches and migranes which get worse with the cold, however Since I was 17 I started to find that my memory lacked, i could hardly remember what I had done 10mins ago, and sometimes entire days would go from my memory, after that my control of the language began to slip, I forgot to spell, forgot hard and complex vocabulary. Now 18 I developped depression and got into weed, I only held this habit for a couple of weeks (1-2 weeks).
However now I find that my symptons have greatly worsened, i dont remember recent conversations or topics, I hear voices, hear people calling my name and cannot distinguish between a "heard" noise or a though one, I also developped ringing in one of my ears and my ear cannal has become smaller (doctors are unsure why) which developped a ringing noise from time to time, now i can slo hear this noise repeated inside my head, even though i can tell when it happens due to pain this is only though, i also find myself expressing myself to myself, I have lost my anger which i dont normally do over this, I have developped insomnia and had certain feelin of emptyness,like i am not doing thing but merely watching, get tunnel vision, and times seems to move faster.
I have also had the emotion that my feeling swell to the point where it is hard to conceal them and i have to struggle not to laugh or get angry over nothing, even if I am alone.
I am currently in study, yet don't have a single friend but 1 whom Ive know since before the problem got worst, and worries about my behaviour, and reports and has evidence of things ive done or said that i have no recollection about, even when it has happened seconds before, this obviously dismay's me.
Could anyone be sincere and tell me what they think?
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Hi there. I think that having your head slammed on your head might have caused some issues but it sounds to me like pot is your problem. Quit that and see how you're doing. If you are still having difficulties, then you should talk to a doctor about it. What do you think?
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