Im 14 and all my life I have liked boys and been atrracted/turned on by them and had a few big crushes too.But for the past two days I have been questionig whether I am staight or not and the thing is I dont have any crush on girls and dont think about kissing them or anything because I just find it weird and arkward.But like in my mind I am almost like blocking out thinking about guys sexually even though I did like two days ago and I think its because my mind gets distracted and thinks are you a lesbian.And also after I finished primary school my highschool is an all girls school but Im not atrracted or anything to girls there.But I dont have a crush on any guys at the moment because I dont really know any or talk to them because Im not pretty and stuff,even though I for my whole highschool life have been sexualy atrracted to all these guys that I dont know personally but go to an all boys school which we have school discos with.Anyway I dont understand why keep thinking im a lesbian but dont actually like/want girls.And I now constanly keep on asking questions to myself about being lesbian and I cant stop crying and feeling depressed about me possibly being one,even though I dont think I am.But my mind wont let it go and my head feels like its about to explode and I cry and feel really panicky?
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I'm sure you're straight. I'm sure a lot of it has to do with you and your female friends being curious about the size of each others breasts. Have you ever told another girl you're glad not to have large breasts like hers? Have any girls your age and older told you they're glad not to have your size breasts? I have. I was already wearing a bra for 5 years when I was your age and got teased at School by the rest of the girls in my class for having to wear a 38 size bra when the rest of the girls in my class and older than me were still flat chested. Even my former mother-in-law told me she was glad not to have big tits like I do and was also glad that I had bigger tits than her.
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