I am 15.,my name is Chloe and I have barely eaten for four weeks.,I lost 123lb in that time period.,my period has been irregular and I have done this off and on throughout the years.,I was obese and now I'm almost not but I still feel fat every time I eat I look at myself and its like I gained 50lbs.,I'm on medication for depression.,ADHD,PTSD,and anxiety/panic disorder I also have a acid reflux problem I take meds for.,I was bullied for 15 years...and I was almost raped at seven...I was molested but I can't remember his name or his face..I hear voices and my hearing has becoming fainted and I am always fatigue and dizzy and out of breath like I can't breath.,my mom said I have a problem.,I've always been picky and in 6th grade I started to drink and eat less I lost my friend to anorexia last may..And my two other friends made a suicide pack and jumped off the bridge a month later then I lost my uncle to cancer.,lately I've been talking about my Weight to my family a lot and it's all I talk about.,I am not skinny bones yet so I'm not quite worried.,I already talk to my therapist about my problems but this one I'm finding hard to talk about I try hiding it I've been lying about eating sometimes and ill give my food to my little sister or throw it out the window.,I do eat though just not a lot.,I've become cotton mouthed and my head hurts a lot,I feel like I'm on a cloud or boat and if I get up to fast I feel like ill pass out , I haven't slept much in this last year and I avoid doing anything and find myself more attached to things that aren't important,I've become aggressive and angry.my friends all blew me off.,I'm alone basically.,I'm very soft spoken.,I also get pain and numbness and I get a burning in my eyes sometimes my bra size went down and shirt size when my jeans don't fit I don't eat my brain began to make choices for me and I find pleasure in not eating...,I don't know how to tell my therapist after all the problems he already hears from me especially if he will think I'm crazy or lying since I am as little bit chubby but this will change.goodbye fat.,I want opinions on what I have?.or what's wrong with me?.and how to tell my therapist.,or parents. (Ps I have fibermyalgia.,but I don't think that has anything to do with anything.)