So I'm 20 year old single mom I have my own place take care of my bills, etc. I was in a abusive relationship in the past, so I'm pretty screwed up from that not gonna lie. Over the weekend my and my cousin got in a fight she full on attacked me just cuase my ride was early and I wanted to go home... I have bruised face and I let my family know as I'm pretty upset as she freaked out on me for no reason and we were all drunk. She then goes and tells my family I wanted to leave early and go out and do drugs when I don't and it's the farther eat thing from the truth. My family is  pretty well siding with her and it really cuts me deep down as they are my family and I want to be Able to rely on them for emotional support when needed but I'm to stupid to understand that it wil just never happen. She wants 60$ for the tickets but now I have to buy a new phone as its smashed out of my hand. I just constantly feel broken around them and that I don't fit in, I don't belong and that everyone hates me. That I'm just a piece of sh*t person that isn't good enough, I'm so lost I don't even know what to do anything would help.  I constantly try and help my parents out when I can't even help myself, I'm torn. But why? When all they do is just put me down, i feel so stupid. My dad has 7 kids and my mom isn't around and I'm alone raising my baby alone, support or anything please help