Dawn, HOLY MOLY!!!o.O o.O My goodness girl. I remember you saying once that your girlfriends would call you up just to see how their own lives are not so bad; I get it now, thanks for that, but cheez I wish their was something I could do for you! Cyber hugs and kisses just don't seem like enough! 8-|
Well, I don't doubt that doctors want to study you, but are you sure it's for your disease and not your extreme personality? I mean really, what if a doctor could study you and come up with a way to replicate the great Dawn's personality! XD XD
What a fun world this would be ! ! :-D
I once looked like the bride of frankenstein. I wanted my blonde hair dyed darker, so the beautician died my hair dark, almost black and then put platinum streaks through it, which ended up looking gray! The beatician fixed it, but it had to be re-dyed and my hair felt like hay for a while.
Hardly the same, I know, but would it help if I told you that you're BEAUTIFUL to me? :-D
I bet Dr. Red agrees with me and wishes he could meet you for that bike ride! Oh, yeah, he's our secret "Mr. Bosley" in our "Crack of Dawn" show, so he'll just have to tell you over the phone, er I mean internet! XD XD
Well, I guess I won't complain about this cyst in the middle of my forhead that looks like a brain tumor! XD
Lisa, I heard the brand "Depends" works really well! XD Just kidding, hun! I'm sure you'll be fine and won't have to wear them for at least another 30 years or so! XD
I'm so happy to hear that you got something done, and hope this works!
You asked about my tags? Well, I'm still not sure if I'm going to do anything about them or not. I'm like you with not wanting anymore surgeries! So also like you, I'm waiting awhile to see if they cause any problems. Husband doesn't care, still tninks I'm beautiful! It's amazing what a little nookie will do for a husbands view of his wife. OOPS, I forgot this site is G rated.
I'm in trouble now!
Dr. Red, you've got to help me out of this one!
Lol, I think I need to go to sleep! Hugs, Wendy
Well, I don't doubt that doctors want to study you, but are you sure it's for your disease and not your extreme personality? I mean really, what if a doctor could study you and come up with a way to replicate the great Dawn's personality! XD XD
What a fun world this would be ! ! :-D
I once looked like the bride of frankenstein. I wanted my blonde hair dyed darker, so the beautician died my hair dark, almost black and then put platinum streaks through it, which ended up looking gray! The beatician fixed it, but it had to be re-dyed and my hair felt like hay for a while.
Hardly the same, I know, but would it help if I told you that you're BEAUTIFUL to me? :-D
I bet Dr. Red agrees with me and wishes he could meet you for that bike ride! Oh, yeah, he's our secret "Mr. Bosley" in our "Crack of Dawn" show, so he'll just have to tell you over the phone, er I mean internet! XD XD
Well, I guess I won't complain about this cyst in the middle of my forhead that looks like a brain tumor! XD
Lisa, I heard the brand "Depends" works really well! XD Just kidding, hun! I'm sure you'll be fine and won't have to wear them for at least another 30 years or so! XD
I'm so happy to hear that you got something done, and hope this works!
You asked about my tags? Well, I'm still not sure if I'm going to do anything about them or not. I'm like you with not wanting anymore surgeries! So also like you, I'm waiting awhile to see if they cause any problems. Husband doesn't care, still tninks I'm beautiful! It's amazing what a little nookie will do for a husbands view of his wife. OOPS, I forgot this site is G rated.
I'm in trouble now!
Dr. Red, you've got to help me out of this one!
Lol, I think I need to go to sleep! Hugs, Wendy
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Hi everyone! Dawn? I did a huge fat prayer for you! I feel so guilty complaining of my butt problem, when you have way worse things going on with you! Chemo and everything... I feel guilty also feeling the same way you do about us being decent human beings and there are so many bad people in the world, and why do we have to suffer.... I've been thinking the exact same thing.... But I know God won't ever leave our sides, this will all just make us that much stronger! Please keep us posted on our health. I'm really glad that you have some really good doctors treating you and trying to learn more about whats going on with you, to try to help you! And I agree with Wendy, we think you are HOT no matter what!!!! The hottest in your friends wedding too... He he ;-) We are all here for you, just as you have been for us... cyber friends forever!!! Would be pretty cool if we all could meet someday though... but if we saw each other, we'd just would laugh because we know all of our butt problems... thinking "hummm, who's butt looks the best".. LOL... Mine will if I have to go through this botox c**p.. Ha ha ha.. Just kidden there... :-D Hugs to you and I truly hope you feel better real soon... :-D
Wendy? Hi there to you too.. I agree with you about the doctors working with Dawn... they just want to learn her sense of humor, so maybe they can have one, instead of being so serious all the time or rude like my old Dr. Iceman! If Dawn was there, he would of treated me so much differently I'm sure of it! I agree with you too... I'm not worried about the swollen skin tags right now.. they don't give me any problems yet... I just need this second fissure to heal, so I don't need another surgery! My poor butt tenses up everytime I think about another surgery... OUCH %-) I mean come on, 98% people heal within 4-6 weeks and mine has been since May 19th... Rediculous huh? >:( I would have to be the 2% freak wouldn't I??? Ha ha.... I'm glad you seem to be healed from your surgery... can't say I'm not a little jealous though... ;-) Hugs to you too... and thank you for being here for me too... :-D
Dr. Red? Well what can I say? Hummmm, you don't have butt problems, you are a man (young) and you are a mystery to all of us chicks... Just like Charlie on Charlie's Angels... LOL ;-) Thank you for supporting our group "Crack of Dawn"... We all truly appreciate it!!! If you were to meet us in person, you would just bust out laughing as well o.O knowing all of our personal problems with our personal parts... he he :$ Thank you for being here for me since day one! I'm still here.... with ya...4 months later.... It was no mistake none of us met each other on accident... it was a true blessing! so Hugs to you too... :-D
Wendy? Hi there to you too.. I agree with you about the doctors working with Dawn... they just want to learn her sense of humor, so maybe they can have one, instead of being so serious all the time or rude like my old Dr. Iceman! If Dawn was there, he would of treated me so much differently I'm sure of it! I agree with you too... I'm not worried about the swollen skin tags right now.. they don't give me any problems yet... I just need this second fissure to heal, so I don't need another surgery! My poor butt tenses up everytime I think about another surgery... OUCH %-) I mean come on, 98% people heal within 4-6 weeks and mine has been since May 19th... Rediculous huh? >:( I would have to be the 2% freak wouldn't I??? Ha ha.... I'm glad you seem to be healed from your surgery... can't say I'm not a little jealous though... ;-) Hugs to you too... and thank you for being here for me too... :-D
Dr. Red? Well what can I say? Hummmm, you don't have butt problems, you are a man (young) and you are a mystery to all of us chicks... Just like Charlie on Charlie's Angels... LOL ;-) Thank you for supporting our group "Crack of Dawn"... We all truly appreciate it!!! If you were to meet us in person, you would just bust out laughing as well o.O knowing all of our personal problems with our personal parts... he he :$ Thank you for being here for me since day one! I'm still here.... with ya...4 months later.... It was no mistake none of us met each other on accident... it was a true blessing! so Hugs to you too... :-D
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Hello CoDC's!! We are All on here because of different crosses to bare right?! Some of us have FAR too much experiences and some are just starting out! I know I was woe is me and I feel bad about that, but like the nurse - who called me the day after said - "Dawn it is perfectly normal to think, What the heck is going on here?! and why me?!" So I usually feel like "There is FAR worse things out there" but this last week, I'm like "ENOUGH!!!!!" And we ALL have that right to feel ticked off and we shouldn't feel bad about being at the end of our ropes! So here's to complaining!!!!! ;-)
I can finally see out the one eye, it is EVERY color of the rainbow!! The good thing is my forehead and eyes are so swollen I don't have anymore wrinkles!!!! ;-) XD See there's always an upside!! LOL And I keep thinking - looking at my scar - that thank GOD it wasn't a skin graft from my fanny!!!!! Can you imagine that I had the swollen face and black eyes and pubic hairs sticking out from my head as well!!!!!! ? LOL NOW that would guarantee me loosing the Farrah role in our club!!! ;-) XD
That's what I love about this site, we can complain, find out interesting facts, and make lovely cyber friends! I like keeping it just in writing, I can say whatever I like about the way I look and NEVER have to proove it!!! LOL It's like when I was in my 20's I put an ad in the local paper looking for a guy!!!! Oh yes I did!!!! If you only knew the loosers I used to date - always the bad boys driving their motorcycles using MY money for gas - because they didn't have a job!!! It was almost a prerequisite of mine "Must have long hair, leather jacket, motorcycle, unemployed and misunderstood!!!, looking for motherly type who will try and fix your problems!!" Don't get me wrong these guys were BEAUTIFUL!!! But when they started talking all I kept thinking was "PLEASE say something intelligent! PLEASE say something insightful!!!" NEVER happened!! So anyway back to the ad - being 20 and shallow I asked for photos of the guys, I received over 200 pictures, and I only phoned the ones that - you guessed it - looked like they had a motorbike! I did go out with a nerdy type, who was so nervous he became SO drunk I had to drive him home and I met his GORGEOUS room mate and for some reason the nerdy guy wasn't too happy about that! I don't know why!!!!!? LOL But everytime I met one of the guys, I kept thinking "I wonder if I stand up to my description?" It was a weird experience, then I met my 1st fiance in Wales, then when I came back I met my husbands best friend, then dropped him for my husband!!!! I was in my 20's and shallow!!!! so don't judge me!! ;-)
I agree with both of you about no more surgeries, let you minds and bodies heal before doing anything else! I know that you have a hard time with all of this Lisa, but get someone that understands and is caring! And look into alternative measures. Wendy, get the thing on your forehead looked at please? I don't like lumps of anykind! Don't leave stuff OK?
So now I've told you I was a tramp, I will leave you all and hugs and love back to you and THANKYOU for listening to me being "selfish" I needed it!!!! Love Dawn
I can finally see out the one eye, it is EVERY color of the rainbow!! The good thing is my forehead and eyes are so swollen I don't have anymore wrinkles!!!! ;-) XD See there's always an upside!! LOL And I keep thinking - looking at my scar - that thank GOD it wasn't a skin graft from my fanny!!!!! Can you imagine that I had the swollen face and black eyes and pubic hairs sticking out from my head as well!!!!!! ? LOL NOW that would guarantee me loosing the Farrah role in our club!!! ;-) XD
That's what I love about this site, we can complain, find out interesting facts, and make lovely cyber friends! I like keeping it just in writing, I can say whatever I like about the way I look and NEVER have to proove it!!! LOL It's like when I was in my 20's I put an ad in the local paper looking for a guy!!!! Oh yes I did!!!! If you only knew the loosers I used to date - always the bad boys driving their motorcycles using MY money for gas - because they didn't have a job!!! It was almost a prerequisite of mine "Must have long hair, leather jacket, motorcycle, unemployed and misunderstood!!!, looking for motherly type who will try and fix your problems!!" Don't get me wrong these guys were BEAUTIFUL!!! But when they started talking all I kept thinking was "PLEASE say something intelligent! PLEASE say something insightful!!!" NEVER happened!! So anyway back to the ad - being 20 and shallow I asked for photos of the guys, I received over 200 pictures, and I only phoned the ones that - you guessed it - looked like they had a motorbike! I did go out with a nerdy type, who was so nervous he became SO drunk I had to drive him home and I met his GORGEOUS room mate and for some reason the nerdy guy wasn't too happy about that! I don't know why!!!!!? LOL But everytime I met one of the guys, I kept thinking "I wonder if I stand up to my description?" It was a weird experience, then I met my 1st fiance in Wales, then when I came back I met my husbands best friend, then dropped him for my husband!!!! I was in my 20's and shallow!!!! so don't judge me!! ;-)
I agree with both of you about no more surgeries, let you minds and bodies heal before doing anything else! I know that you have a hard time with all of this Lisa, but get someone that understands and is caring! And look into alternative measures. Wendy, get the thing on your forehead looked at please? I don't like lumps of anykind! Don't leave stuff OK?
So now I've told you I was a tramp, I will leave you all and hugs and love back to you and THANKYOU for listening to me being "selfish" I needed it!!!! Love Dawn
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Dawn,
Happy to hear you're feeling better! Don't worry about me letting anything go, I met my medical deductable, so I'm getting everything checked that's been bugging me. I went to the derm doc, and got some retin A and antibiotics for the cyst on my forhead. I'm hoping the retin A will smooth my skin out, including tone texture and maybe even my wrinkles! ;-) :-D I also got a couple of moles froze on my butt. As she was spraying that freeze stuff on me, she was saying how good and still I was being. I thought, hunny, this is NOTHING compared to the surgery I just endured!!!!! Tomorrow I'm getting a sleep study done to check for sleep disorders, and I'm also going to my gyno to possibly get on HTR so I can tone down these hot flashes. On the upside, I heard that htr can make your breasts more perky! :-D :-D Yes, I'm vain, I know, I'll admit it. Not vain enough however, to get rid of these skin tags if there not causing trouble! I don't ever want to go under the scapel with my butt ever again if possible.
I know what you mean about bikers. I have two motorcycles myself, by the way. My big motorcycle is white and gray and I wear a white riding jacket, black leather gloves and a helmet. Anyways, about a month ago, my grandma and I were eating breakfast at a cafe. In walks this biker dude with a black leather vest and dark hair. He actually STRUTTED to the counter and took a seat on one of the bar stools. My mouth dropped as he walked by and I had to snap it shut before he saw me gaping at him. I tried to look away, I really did, but all I could do was this o.O o.O o.O o.O ! When he sat down and his back was to me, I was finially able to gain some composure. My Gosh Dawn, it was like he walked off a hollywood set or something! Anyways, its like you said, this is not the type of guy to go out with. I don't know if I ever really did go out with this type. I think I may have been too vain myself to date someone else as vain as I was! LOL, like you said, I was twenty something and ........ I did go out with some rock musicians, however . I wasn't a band groupy, though.
My husband is extremely sensitive and romantic. He always tells me I'm beautiful, no matter how bad I look!
Hugs, Wendy
Lisa, I know what you mean about being in the small percentile! I'm in that same small percentile going into menopause so young because of the UAE surgery. I have to get on horome therapy so my bones don't get brittle, get earlier wrinkles, lose my libido, etc.........I have such a romantic husband, that last one wouldn't be good for my marriage. I HAVE to do something fast before any of that happens!
If I had a doctor with a needle filled with botox, I might say "hey, can we test that on my face first?" XD XD
How's the moving going, are you getting a little more settled? Hugs, Wendy
Bosley(Dr. Red), do you ride a motorcycle?
Happy to hear you're feeling better! Don't worry about me letting anything go, I met my medical deductable, so I'm getting everything checked that's been bugging me. I went to the derm doc, and got some retin A and antibiotics for the cyst on my forhead. I'm hoping the retin A will smooth my skin out, including tone texture and maybe even my wrinkles! ;-) :-D I also got a couple of moles froze on my butt. As she was spraying that freeze stuff on me, she was saying how good and still I was being. I thought, hunny, this is NOTHING compared to the surgery I just endured!!!!! Tomorrow I'm getting a sleep study done to check for sleep disorders, and I'm also going to my gyno to possibly get on HTR so I can tone down these hot flashes. On the upside, I heard that htr can make your breasts more perky! :-D :-D Yes, I'm vain, I know, I'll admit it. Not vain enough however, to get rid of these skin tags if there not causing trouble! I don't ever want to go under the scapel with my butt ever again if possible.
I know what you mean about bikers. I have two motorcycles myself, by the way. My big motorcycle is white and gray and I wear a white riding jacket, black leather gloves and a helmet. Anyways, about a month ago, my grandma and I were eating breakfast at a cafe. In walks this biker dude with a black leather vest and dark hair. He actually STRUTTED to the counter and took a seat on one of the bar stools. My mouth dropped as he walked by and I had to snap it shut before he saw me gaping at him. I tried to look away, I really did, but all I could do was this o.O o.O o.O o.O ! When he sat down and his back was to me, I was finially able to gain some composure. My Gosh Dawn, it was like he walked off a hollywood set or something! Anyways, its like you said, this is not the type of guy to go out with. I don't know if I ever really did go out with this type. I think I may have been too vain myself to date someone else as vain as I was! LOL, like you said, I was twenty something and ........ I did go out with some rock musicians, however . I wasn't a band groupy, though.
My husband is extremely sensitive and romantic. He always tells me I'm beautiful, no matter how bad I look!
Hugs, Wendy
Lisa, I know what you mean about being in the small percentile! I'm in that same small percentile going into menopause so young because of the UAE surgery. I have to get on horome therapy so my bones don't get brittle, get earlier wrinkles, lose my libido, etc.........I have such a romantic husband, that last one wouldn't be good for my marriage. I HAVE to do something fast before any of that happens!
If I had a doctor with a needle filled with botox, I might say "hey, can we test that on my face first?" XD XD
How's the moving going, are you getting a little more settled? Hugs, Wendy
Bosley(Dr. Red), do you ride a motorcycle?
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Dawn? Wendy? Ohhhhhhhh you two are tooooo funny!!!! I'd poop my pants if I wasn't constipated all the time! LOL Ok, me driving a motorcycle, only happenend once, with my exboyfriend (years ago), I almost dropped us at a stop light... I never wanted to learn how to drive one again.. I always stayed on the back as a biker bit#$ as you'd call me.... ha ha.. However if you gals would ever want to drive me, I'd be willing to get into those little carts that goes along the side of a motorcycle!! Ha ha.. what a site that would be o.O :-P May look HOT with 3 chicks huh? Ha ha.. Dawn could drive, or Wendy and the other would be on the back and I would stay in the little cart... cuz my butt would probably have 10 more fissures by then or more skin tags, or hemis... so I get the cart!! LOL... :$
Ok, Dawn... You are NOT selfish at all!!!! If I had one ounce of courage that you have, I'd be the happiest lady in the world... and a proud and strong lady as well.... You have so much going on with your health and personal life, I truly think you are wonderful and I do pray for you... I truly do... and Wendy and Dr. Red... You guys are so sweet to me and we don't even know one another... sometimes its nice to talk to people you don't know.. Like you said, we don't judge each other one bit!!! Never! ! I'm really sorry about your poor eye though... Pubs out of your head! Ugh, No... that wouldn't happen... we would wax you, shave you, do whatever we could to help with that problem... He he.. Just think, like Wendy said, I may have to have botox on my butt hole... who would of thought? I'd rather it go to my face... Ha ha...Just seems creepy to me... but this surgeon, seemed nice, he did not rush me and listened to what my mommy and I had to say... Yes my mom is 60 years old and I made her go in with me... during the exam, it was so painful, she stood up (with her bad knees) and tried to calm me down... I was very still but it really hurt... but like Wendy said, it was a cinch compared to what we've been through with our surgeries... I just normally say this is a "do not enter sign"... Exit only!!! Ha ha ;-) As for the dating... ha ha.. well I was really reserve but nice to everyone always.. I was kinda popular (you know how high school is), I dated one guy all through highschool, got enganged, then met another guy I worked with (he was totally out of my element), cowboy, motorcycle guy, tractor pull, you name it, we were totally opposite... My parents could not stand him... I moved out when I was 19, dated him for 2 years, we broke it off, met my HOT hubby and started dated him, moved back home and we got married in 1995.. We just had our 14th Wedding Anniversary... Our kids are younger than yours but it took me 3 years to get preggo and I didn't get married until I was 25 and my hubby is 3 years older than me... So we got a late start... I think he's a lot kinder to me than I am to him... I don't ever want him to divorce me but I have not been the same person the past year or so with my hands full with my kids all the time, butt problems, no libido whatsoever... I know he could find someone better than me and would deserve someone better than me... but he knows I love him so much... thats why I wish I could heal, get me a good job, and get our own place.... I don't want to live here with my parents until we are 50 for crying outloud! %-) I mean if we would want some "alone time", there is nowhere to go... My mom is constantly on her computer, she works from home and we have no privacy... I guess we could sneak out to the barn with the horses and roll around in the hay??? ha ha.. Oh, but my luck, my ass would get a rash..... :-( Or I get preggo again.... Oh my 4 kids? At my age? I don't think so.. but I'm still fertile... and so is he.... I don't take any birth control anymore (gave me headaches) I was on them for 10 years and I never took them again... I hate condoms...ewwwhh, they stink.... Ok, TMI right? Ok, I'm done... Love you as a big sis... Hugs and hugs to you... Luv, Lisa... XD
Wendy... Mrs. Wendy... I wish I could be so romantic with my hubby.. He's so good to me and my kids but we have so much thats been going on for the past couple of years, we kinda have grown apart... I mean I would never think about cheating and neither would he. He says I'm hot, even with my butt tags, fissures, hemis... he doesn't care... I always say I feel fat, I've gained 4 pounds back (I'm not too happy about that) but he says, I look great after having 3 kids and never had to diet before... I got the good gene from my dad (who passed away with a heart attack 8 years ago), he was never overweight... My mom always said she was glad I took after him... she's always been overweight all her life... But I love her just the same... She's lost like 25 pounds in the last year from Nutrasystem (but she's not going to buy it anymore, since we all had to move in) but she knows her portion controls and such.. I'm proud of her for that... her poor knee has to have surgery but surgeons don't like to perform surgery until the age of 65 and she's only 60... but if it gets worse, she may have to... but she blames her weight on a lot of it... along with Mr. Arthritis.... and other problems... ewwhh, I don't want to get old... LOL ;-) I'm really happy you've been going to the doctors and getting everything checked out.. I hope this hormone treatment works for you and everything will be just fine.... I pray for you too... (my other older but not by much sister). :-D Hey if it makes my boobs perky, maybe I need to do that as well... hey its cheaper and less pain than a breast lift... LOL o.O So Wendy used to be a groupy huh? Oh I'm just kidden.... that was funny when you said that... Well we are still trying to get things organized here... My mom and stepdad have been great! They just ordered the cutiest lime greenish color bunk beds for the girls and my 8 year old boy gets to have a loft (with drawers and a cubbies and a desk built in) and one side of the room will be whatever color the gals want (I think they want like a baby blue, sky blue and then I'll sponge it with the same color as their bunk beds) and my buddy, he wants yellow... His favorite color... so they will have a nice room when we get finished with it.. and they get new carpet... this is where my mom's office is right now, she's moving everything in her master bedroom (which is right next to my bedroom) o.O But everything seems ok... I don't think my hubby really cares for his job much... but he says "its a job for now" and we have insurance so its at least something for now.... He likes the people there though, and thats a plus if you ask me.... I'm not even going to try to look for another job right now, I need to heal first! The kids are doing great in school, straight A's... can you believe it???? Moving to a different State, without mommy and daddy (at first), not knowing any kids and they are doing so well... My 8 year old has a 4.0 GPA... He's in 3rd grade! My 5th grader also has straight A's... she always has tons of homework though, every night... My 6 year old, just loves being in school for 2 1/2 hrs. and coming home... ha ha.. she was used to going all day last year at the private school... but she has lots of friends and I think a boyfriend? ;-) So thank you for asking.... I had all of you to lean on for all this support and I truly appreciate it from the bottom of my heart! :-D Lots of love and Hugs to you too... Lisa :-D
Dr. Red? Charlie? Where are you? You ride motorcycles? Or just bikes for exercise? So tell me about you... are you married? Have kids? Come on here, tell me something about you... I won't judge.. I promise... even if you are a freak like me... or a computer nerd... Or even if you are the FBI or in the CIA....We all care for you the same here... You're my younger brother ok? You have a very kind heart and I'm so grateful for you to share it with us gals who needed you the most in our lives.... Hugs and Luv (as a bro).... :-D
Ok, Dawn... You are NOT selfish at all!!!! If I had one ounce of courage that you have, I'd be the happiest lady in the world... and a proud and strong lady as well.... You have so much going on with your health and personal life, I truly think you are wonderful and I do pray for you... I truly do... and Wendy and Dr. Red... You guys are so sweet to me and we don't even know one another... sometimes its nice to talk to people you don't know.. Like you said, we don't judge each other one bit!!! Never! ! I'm really sorry about your poor eye though... Pubs out of your head! Ugh, No... that wouldn't happen... we would wax you, shave you, do whatever we could to help with that problem... He he.. Just think, like Wendy said, I may have to have botox on my butt hole... who would of thought? I'd rather it go to my face... Ha ha...Just seems creepy to me... but this surgeon, seemed nice, he did not rush me and listened to what my mommy and I had to say... Yes my mom is 60 years old and I made her go in with me... during the exam, it was so painful, she stood up (with her bad knees) and tried to calm me down... I was very still but it really hurt... but like Wendy said, it was a cinch compared to what we've been through with our surgeries... I just normally say this is a "do not enter sign"... Exit only!!! Ha ha ;-) As for the dating... ha ha.. well I was really reserve but nice to everyone always.. I was kinda popular (you know how high school is), I dated one guy all through highschool, got enganged, then met another guy I worked with (he was totally out of my element), cowboy, motorcycle guy, tractor pull, you name it, we were totally opposite... My parents could not stand him... I moved out when I was 19, dated him for 2 years, we broke it off, met my HOT hubby and started dated him, moved back home and we got married in 1995.. We just had our 14th Wedding Anniversary... Our kids are younger than yours but it took me 3 years to get preggo and I didn't get married until I was 25 and my hubby is 3 years older than me... So we got a late start... I think he's a lot kinder to me than I am to him... I don't ever want him to divorce me but I have not been the same person the past year or so with my hands full with my kids all the time, butt problems, no libido whatsoever... I know he could find someone better than me and would deserve someone better than me... but he knows I love him so much... thats why I wish I could heal, get me a good job, and get our own place.... I don't want to live here with my parents until we are 50 for crying outloud! %-) I mean if we would want some "alone time", there is nowhere to go... My mom is constantly on her computer, she works from home and we have no privacy... I guess we could sneak out to the barn with the horses and roll around in the hay??? ha ha.. Oh, but my luck, my ass would get a rash..... :-( Or I get preggo again.... Oh my 4 kids? At my age? I don't think so.. but I'm still fertile... and so is he.... I don't take any birth control anymore (gave me headaches) I was on them for 10 years and I never took them again... I hate condoms...ewwwhh, they stink.... Ok, TMI right? Ok, I'm done... Love you as a big sis... Hugs and hugs to you... Luv, Lisa... XD
Wendy... Mrs. Wendy... I wish I could be so romantic with my hubby.. He's so good to me and my kids but we have so much thats been going on for the past couple of years, we kinda have grown apart... I mean I would never think about cheating and neither would he. He says I'm hot, even with my butt tags, fissures, hemis... he doesn't care... I always say I feel fat, I've gained 4 pounds back (I'm not too happy about that) but he says, I look great after having 3 kids and never had to diet before... I got the good gene from my dad (who passed away with a heart attack 8 years ago), he was never overweight... My mom always said she was glad I took after him... she's always been overweight all her life... But I love her just the same... She's lost like 25 pounds in the last year from Nutrasystem (but she's not going to buy it anymore, since we all had to move in) but she knows her portion controls and such.. I'm proud of her for that... her poor knee has to have surgery but surgeons don't like to perform surgery until the age of 65 and she's only 60... but if it gets worse, she may have to... but she blames her weight on a lot of it... along with Mr. Arthritis.... and other problems... ewwhh, I don't want to get old... LOL ;-) I'm really happy you've been going to the doctors and getting everything checked out.. I hope this hormone treatment works for you and everything will be just fine.... I pray for you too... (my other older but not by much sister). :-D Hey if it makes my boobs perky, maybe I need to do that as well... hey its cheaper and less pain than a breast lift... LOL o.O So Wendy used to be a groupy huh? Oh I'm just kidden.... that was funny when you said that... Well we are still trying to get things organized here... My mom and stepdad have been great! They just ordered the cutiest lime greenish color bunk beds for the girls and my 8 year old boy gets to have a loft (with drawers and a cubbies and a desk built in) and one side of the room will be whatever color the gals want (I think they want like a baby blue, sky blue and then I'll sponge it with the same color as their bunk beds) and my buddy, he wants yellow... His favorite color... so they will have a nice room when we get finished with it.. and they get new carpet... this is where my mom's office is right now, she's moving everything in her master bedroom (which is right next to my bedroom) o.O But everything seems ok... I don't think my hubby really cares for his job much... but he says "its a job for now" and we have insurance so its at least something for now.... He likes the people there though, and thats a plus if you ask me.... I'm not even going to try to look for another job right now, I need to heal first! The kids are doing great in school, straight A's... can you believe it???? Moving to a different State, without mommy and daddy (at first), not knowing any kids and they are doing so well... My 8 year old has a 4.0 GPA... He's in 3rd grade! My 5th grader also has straight A's... she always has tons of homework though, every night... My 6 year old, just loves being in school for 2 1/2 hrs. and coming home... ha ha.. she was used to going all day last year at the private school... but she has lots of friends and I think a boyfriend? ;-) So thank you for asking.... I had all of you to lean on for all this support and I truly appreciate it from the bottom of my heart! :-D Lots of love and Hugs to you too... Lisa :-D
Dr. Red? Charlie? Where are you? You ride motorcycles? Or just bikes for exercise? So tell me about you... are you married? Have kids? Come on here, tell me something about you... I won't judge.. I promise... even if you are a freak like me... or a computer nerd... Or even if you are the FBI or in the CIA....We all care for you the same here... You're my younger brother ok? You have a very kind heart and I'm so grateful for you to share it with us gals who needed you the most in our lives.... Hugs and Luv (as a bro).... :-D
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Hi all of you.
3lk I just read your post and I will look into botox injection for the sphinter muscle. I haven't read all of the post, there are a lot of them, but after I find something about this and give you a full report I'll read the rest of them.
3lk I just read your post and I will look into botox injection for the sphinter muscle. I haven't read all of the post, there are a lot of them, but after I find something about this and give you a full report I'll read the rest of them.
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I found something, but it might be a little old. It was written in 2006.
I will just quote it:
"A new technique, which is still under trial, is the injection of Botulinum toxin, called Botox, into the area of the internal anal sphincter. The Botox causes paralysis of the internal anal sphincter within a few hours and weakening of the muscle for three to four months. This reduction in the resting pressure of the anal muscle is similar to a surgical lateral internal sphincterotomy and allows the fissure to heal. The technique is still mainly used in research, but may have a role in some cases. It may be some time before this technique is readily available."
I hope that this will explain some thing. If you need something more just ask. :-)
I will just quote it:
"A new technique, which is still under trial, is the injection of Botulinum toxin, called Botox, into the area of the internal anal sphincter. The Botox causes paralysis of the internal anal sphincter within a few hours and weakening of the muscle for three to four months. This reduction in the resting pressure of the anal muscle is similar to a surgical lateral internal sphincterotomy and allows the fissure to heal. The technique is still mainly used in research, but may have a role in some cases. It may be some time before this technique is readily available."
I hope that this will explain some thing. If you need something more just ask. :-)
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OK my third post in a row. :-)
I now read all of your posts and had a few laughs. No I don't ride motorcycles only bike for now. But ot be honest I would like to ride one. Maybe I will try to by me one next year. Will see.
Now something about me. No I'm not married nor do I have any kids. I have a girlfriend. We are together for a long time, well at least it is long form me. 5 years now. We are doing fine, but not talking about marriage and stuff. But time will come. I happy this way.
Well just give me an update on the info I have found about botox. See if it is helpful.
Best regards to all of you.
I now read all of your posts and had a few laughs. No I don't ride motorcycles only bike for now. But ot be honest I would like to ride one. Maybe I will try to by me one next year. Will see.
Now something about me. No I'm not married nor do I have any kids. I have a girlfriend. We are together for a long time, well at least it is long form me. 5 years now. We are doing fine, but not talking about marriage and stuff. But time will come. I happy this way.
Well just give me an update on the info I have found about botox. See if it is helpful.
Best regards to all of you.
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Dr. Red, that's cool that you looked that up for Lisa. Actually if the botox works the same for the sphinter muscle as it does on the face, it would make sense that it would temporarily paralyze it, and help the anal fissure heal. What I find odd however, is what Lisa was saying about it possibly being permanent. This makes me wonder if any studies done on it have shown permenant paraylsis of the sphinter muscle on test subjects. Our bodies our so complicated, I guess you never know, but it sounds much better than the traditional cutting after thinking about it. Much, much less invasive!
If you want to ride a motorcycle, you could sign up for safety classes like I did with my husband. We did it in one weekend and got our license. (You read the manual and get your permit before you go to class). You take the test at the end of class. Maybe your girlfriend would want to do this with you? The hardest part I had when I first started riding was all the hooting and hollering I was getting from men. They almost made me go off the road a few times!
Anyways, I will have to write Lisa and Dawn later as my mother and I are going to go rasberry picking! I love spending time with my mom, she's awsome!
Talk to you later! Wendy
If you want to ride a motorcycle, you could sign up for safety classes like I did with my husband. We did it in one weekend and got our license. (You read the manual and get your permit before you go to class). You take the test at the end of class. Maybe your girlfriend would want to do this with you? The hardest part I had when I first started riding was all the hooting and hollering I was getting from men. They almost made me go off the road a few times!
Anyways, I will have to write Lisa and Dawn later as my mother and I are going to go rasberry picking! I love spending time with my mom, she's awsome!
Talk to you later! Wendy
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Lisa! You have to realize that with ALL the pain you are in, the LAST thing your biggest sex organ - your brain - is interested in!!! When I had my 1st son, he weighed 9lbs 1 oz, and I delivered him - from beginning to end - in 1 hour and 55 minutes!!!! I had well over 50 stitches internally! So it was physically impossible to have sex with my husband, and after an entire year of NOTHING! I went through every kind of painful treatment you can think of, then I found an excellent gynecologist who said "You think of your husband as the enemy!" which I didn't realize, but it was true! Everytime he had THAT look, I was like "If you think for one second that this is going to happen you have another thing coming!" It was a HUGE problem with us - of course! We feel like "ITS!!" We don't feel like women, we are in pain 24/7 have ZERO libido and can barely take a shower and put on moisturizer never mind getting dolled up! I think it is just a viscious cycle of pain and punishment!
My husband has never been romantic or really over caring actually, I've done most of this by myself! And I do resent him for it, which also creates problems! I really think it takes a VERY special person to actually be there for another person! What I give is NOT returned and I have such a hard time with it! He will NEVER be the romantic caring type, and I realize that, but at the same time I wish I had other guys from my past that would have cared - I think!!!! - so as long as your husband cares about you and FOR you, then you don't have to worry too much about wether or not he will stray! As women we do FAR too much for everyone else and have a hard time helping ourselves 1st. We have so much stress in our lives, and when we add on to it physical and mental anquish, it can be too much to bare!
I really want you to TOTALLY research this Botox thing OK? Get as much information - preferablly from the doctor! You want to know what will happen with your bowel movements after the freezing! I know that if you take laxatives all the time, your rectum can no longer handle a regular poop by itself, it looses it's muscle control! So check into that thoroughly! What about a temporary colostomy? Then after your fissures heal, they reattach your colon! I would like you to bring this up to the doctor as well?
Anyway health and hugs to all. Had stitches out yesterday, so head a throbbing!!!! talk to you all later!
My husband has never been romantic or really over caring actually, I've done most of this by myself! And I do resent him for it, which also creates problems! I really think it takes a VERY special person to actually be there for another person! What I give is NOT returned and I have such a hard time with it! He will NEVER be the romantic caring type, and I realize that, but at the same time I wish I had other guys from my past that would have cared - I think!!!! - so as long as your husband cares about you and FOR you, then you don't have to worry too much about wether or not he will stray! As women we do FAR too much for everyone else and have a hard time helping ourselves 1st. We have so much stress in our lives, and when we add on to it physical and mental anquish, it can be too much to bare!
I really want you to TOTALLY research this Botox thing OK? Get as much information - preferablly from the doctor! You want to know what will happen with your bowel movements after the freezing! I know that if you take laxatives all the time, your rectum can no longer handle a regular poop by itself, it looses it's muscle control! So check into that thoroughly! What about a temporary colostomy? Then after your fissures heal, they reattach your colon! I would like you to bring this up to the doctor as well?
Anyway health and hugs to all. Had stitches out yesterday, so head a throbbing!!!! talk to you all later!
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Lisa, so glad to hear about how well the kids are adjusting! That makes life a bit easier, huh? It sounds cute, what youre doing with their rooms. I really like the clouds idea! Just please wait until your a lil better first. I know you probably want to dive in because its been such a long recovery, but an ounce (okay a pound) of prevention and patience will pay off, you'll see.
My mom and dad are both overweight and so is my hubby. I worry about them and their health all the time. Wait a minute, doesn't the bible say not to worry, but to let our requests be made known to God and He will give us a peace that surpasses all understanding? I really need to try to do this myself as well, I think!
I think Dawn has a good point about not worrying about sex. We need instead, to worry about you! Maybe you could let your husband know how you're feeling about this, and maybe pray together? Once again, I need to take my own advice..... I have been going through this menopause thingy and my poor husband.........He can't do anything right, it seems and I get irritated probably easier than I should!
More to you in a minute....
Dawn, I'm glad to hear you got your stitches out, I bet that's a relief. Sorry you're sore though, hun. I wish I could give both you and Lisa real hugs instead of just cyberspace hugs!
Okay, Lisa and Dawn, did I tell you I had my sleep study? Well I did and although I don't have the final report, the nurse she didn't have to put the breathing mask on me in the night because I didn't have enough apnea episodes. So the good news is I don't have sleep apnea, but the bad news is I don't know how they could even tell when I hardly slept all night because of these stupid hot flashes that totally make me insomnic! I insomnic even a word? This not sleeping at night is getting old really quick! :-( This morning I woke up at 3:30 and couldn't go back to sleep. It's making me even more crabby. I started the horome therapy three days ago, I hope it kicks in soon!
Well, I suppose I better get to bed........And thank God for all the good things in life, like a husband that puts up with me and my moodyness! >;)
Lisa, maybe you could throw a prayer in for him as well? Thank you, darling, for your prayers, we all need them!
Hugs to you both-Wendy
My mom and dad are both overweight and so is my hubby. I worry about them and their health all the time. Wait a minute, doesn't the bible say not to worry, but to let our requests be made known to God and He will give us a peace that surpasses all understanding? I really need to try to do this myself as well, I think!
I think Dawn has a good point about not worrying about sex. We need instead, to worry about you! Maybe you could let your husband know how you're feeling about this, and maybe pray together? Once again, I need to take my own advice..... I have been going through this menopause thingy and my poor husband.........He can't do anything right, it seems and I get irritated probably easier than I should!
More to you in a minute....
Dawn, I'm glad to hear you got your stitches out, I bet that's a relief. Sorry you're sore though, hun. I wish I could give both you and Lisa real hugs instead of just cyberspace hugs!
Okay, Lisa and Dawn, did I tell you I had my sleep study? Well I did and although I don't have the final report, the nurse she didn't have to put the breathing mask on me in the night because I didn't have enough apnea episodes. So the good news is I don't have sleep apnea, but the bad news is I don't know how they could even tell when I hardly slept all night because of these stupid hot flashes that totally make me insomnic! I insomnic even a word? This not sleeping at night is getting old really quick! :-( This morning I woke up at 3:30 and couldn't go back to sleep. It's making me even more crabby. I started the horome therapy three days ago, I hope it kicks in soon!
Well, I suppose I better get to bed........And thank God for all the good things in life, like a husband that puts up with me and my moodyness! >;)
Lisa, maybe you could throw a prayer in for him as well? Thank you, darling, for your prayers, we all need them!
Hugs to you both-Wendy
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Lisa, Dawn, Dr. Red? Where is everyone? How is everyone? I miss my cyberspace buddies! Hugs, Wendy
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Hi Wendy,
How are you? How are things?
I wonder how is Lisa and Down? I know Lisa doesn't have yet full access to internet. Maybe that is why she is not replying that often. I hope both of them are doing fine.
Regards to you Wendy
How are you? How are things?
I wonder how is Lisa and Down? I know Lisa doesn't have yet full access to internet. Maybe that is why she is not replying that often. I hope both of them are doing fine.
Regards to you Wendy
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