So, i am 17 about a couple months ago i had a terrifying experience with a dissosociative drug called methoxetamine. I went compeltely psychotic and had to go to a mental hospital for a week where i was diagnosed with bi-polar. I'm also a hypocondriac. But i have been having this weird, hard to explain time lapses. They are mostly at night but sometimes during the day. It's like i blank out, i cannot talk, my muscles get really tense, and then when i come out of it i am very awake, and my heart is thumping. These are continuing to happen and my family does not believe me because they think most of this stuff is in my head. But i'm extremely worried and my brain functioning seems to be going way down. I'm very confused and lethargic all the time. I find it hard to come up with words. Anyone have any advice????? I'm scared out of my mind!!