Back in 1997, I had a spiritual experience with the Lord. It lasted for 2 weeks. As soon as it ended, I went into a major depression. During the time that I was having the experience, I was full of joy and love. At the time, it seemed that all my needs were meet. Spiritually speaking, they were. It was such a reality. For 11 years now, I have tried to get back to that point in my life and it seems as if I've tried so hard that I've made it hard on myself....if that made any sense. When I read sometimes, I'm seeing the words on the page but at the same time, I'm thinking about alot of other things. I will have to go back and read it all again so that i have a comprehension of it all. My doctor also asked me if I was Bi-Polar. o.O
I looked at him crazy because I know that I don't have that problem. I don't get mad and reall bent out of shape. Around the year 2000, my ex boss was talking to me in person. I did not even comprehend a word he said. I started to talk and as far as I can remember, it was a bunch of bla-bla-bla-bla-bla. He looked at me like I had really flipped my noodle. At that point I did.
Anyway- just wanted to know if anyone else has been through anything similar to this. If anyone has, what have you done to make things change successfully in your life?

Thanks!