AT THE END OF MY ROPE

UTI (BLADDER INFECTION) HAS RETURNED FOR THE 3rd TIME IN SIX WEEKS.  DOCTOR PUT ME ON ANOTHER ANTIBIOTIC AND I HAVE DIARRHEA SO BAD THAT I AM RAW AND SEEING BLOOD WHEN I WIPE NOW.  DOCTOR DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO AND WON'T RETURN MY CALLS.  I AM SO SCARED.  I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.  IT IS FURTHER COMPOUNDED BECAUSE I HAVE NO FAMILY AND NO ONE TO TALK TO AND BOUNCE IDEAS OFF OF.  I AM USING THE VA CLINIC BECAUSE I HAVE HAD BETTER LUCK THEN THE UROLOGIST I TRIED.  TRUE THAT NEITHER OF THEM HAVE FIXED THE PROBLEM OR COME CLOSE TO IT BUT THE VA IS MORE PERSONAL AND FREE TO USE.  I AM HAVING BLADDER AND BOWEL SPASM THAT MAKE JUST WANT TO SCREAM.