Hi I'm 15yrs old I'm very scared i don't know how I'm feeling like I'm about to die my whole body feels lighter than paper, my stomach as a sharp pain around my abdominal area and my neck My arms feel weak and their about to give out and i have random hot spots on different parts of my body I'm afraid i am going to collapse at any minute and have a stroke, I'm so fearful of haveing a stroke my hands are tingleing and my feet itch a lot I'm convinced i have a disease this feeling is so unreal 2month ago in late december i was convinced i was about to have a stroke my mom rushed me to the ER and they did blood work and a cat scan and said everything was stone cold normal and I'm not at risk for anything but anxiety, But this time I'm dizzy light headed and have headaches i also haven't slept in a week I'm convinced I'm on my last week and my mom wont take me to the doctor, So i came here please help me i want my old life back and to be happy and not have these feelings can you tell me if its a disease or anxiety, Im only 15 anxiety cant really be this bad and cause me all these symptoms help im scared?
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Sounds like an escalating ongoing panic attack to me, regardless of whatever is going on you need some basic food and sleep and sunlight and lots of water. Perhaps you d have some more severe issue going on like perhaps a brain parasite or reptillian posession syndrome but most likely you really just need to understand that growing up sucks and hurts and it's a world of pain out there and sh**s only gonnna get more hardcore and complex and weird the older you get so please just chill and sleep and drink water and go for a walk and punch a wall etc, go drink some beers (non alchaholic of course) and talk about your feelings with the moon or something, you know, really i hope it all works out for you, i am 30 years old and have been through plenty of similar situations at various stages of my life but i can now see so clearly that something about your being is telling you something via your body and your psychology - I would say that emotions and thoughts about lack of control and death and darkness etc are sometimes a way of you letting yourself know that something in your life, your ego, your developing mind has gotta find its own path and relax a bit and be happy with your own path with no expectations just go with your path, your true self, not the distorted under nourished sleep deprived repeating loops of useless thoughts that do not serve you. Good luck, everyone's got life things to deal with, and everything is ok
Some people might even suggest that you need to get onto some psychedelics like mushrooms or whatever and then really go explore what the core of the issue is and come out the other side a shinier brighter newer special blooming burst of magic and positivity
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