I have fordyce spots, retractile testicles, and a varicocele. So my penis and testicles have small white bumps all over them, my testicles ascend if my inner thigh is touched, I orgasm, or have anxiety, and my left testicle feels like a squishy mess of tubes all over the place and especially on warmer days, you can see the outline of it all. On top of those three things, I have also noticed two small white bumps on the top of my penis. They are maybe an inch or so below the head. They do not itch, hurt, or anything at all, but they definitely stick out. If I squeeze them(which is very painful due to the sensitive skin) I am able to eventually get out a small amount of white stuff almost like a small pimple. I've done this numerous times( I do try not to, but it drives me crazy and I wish they would go away) and they always remain. I have not been to a doctor for ANY of these issues as I've been embarrassed since I first became aware of them. I know this is a silly reason not to go, but I also don't currently have insurance or any extra money to visit the doctor. As long as none of these conditions are causing any pain or discomfort, I continue to put it off. It is however, extremely embarrassing and I have completely stopped engaging in sexual activities. When I was sexually active, I only had one night stands as I was afraid of somebody seeing all of these different things and thinking I had something. I've now become so self conscious about these problems that I refuse to even put myself into situations where I may have a chance to be sexually active. At 21 years old this is rather unfortunate as I should be enjoying myself(responsibly of course). I guess I don't really have any questions, but I needed to get this out there. I haven't told anyone about these issues and I guess until I man up and see the doctor, I'll just deal with them.