heroin users that are struggling to stay clean

I am clean and am willing to chat??? What's on your mind? (I am a recovering alcoholic/addict) 

I'm having a very hard time quitting also I missed yesterday while doing a shot in the front of my neck..needless to say it is extremely sore and I am super afraid and I my right side has been hurting i Idk what to do I'm getting evicted my dad is passing of cancer....any help would be greatly appreciated..under so much right now quitting is so hard the withdrawals are horrible...I need guidance desperately... Thx