I'm a 15 years old female. In my whole life I've only liked boys. Few days ago, a weird dream triggered something in myself, and since then I keep asking myself "am i homosexual?". I've never doubted my sexuality because there were numerous boys I've liked. But few days ago, I started to do that. I don't want to be homosexual (I am really not homophobe, I just don't like the idea of myself with another girl.) and I feel anxious when thinking about me and another girl together. I don't feel an attraction for girls, but since I found out about HOCD I feel like I've kinda started losing interest for boys. I still do like a guy that I've liked for like a year, but not so much. I need to mention that this is not the first time that my brain is playing games with me. Few weeks ago, I thought that I was sick and I actually felt the symptoms, but I've stopped feeling those symptoms as soon as I got blood test results. I think this is the same situation. Also, I tend to question my sexuality when I'm anxious. At this moment I' almost completely sure I'm straight, but only few hours ago I was feeling so anxious and stressed that I was like "what if I really am homosexual? I read that the first step to cure HOCD is to accept those thoughts, so I tried to do so, but it only made me feel worse. I felt like I was like, okay, I might be gay, but I'm not gonna feel bad about it, so I felt bad for thinking that, and even opening the possibility of me and another girl. I just don't even like the idea of idea of being homosexual. So, I just need someone to assure me that I'm not homo, because I really believe that I'm not. There are just situations in which I can't be calm and those thoughts keep coming. Sometimes I feel like there's a little voice in my head telling me "you do like this girl" or "you don't like that boy" but when I start thinking about me being with a girl, I feel anxious and even a bit nauseous. If anyone has had similar situation, please help me and tell me how to get rid of those thoughts forever, and fast because in some situations I feel like my heart is going to broke into pieces or I'm going to explode. Thank you in advance and sorry for such a long and detailed text.