l  Am 36 yr old woman I Have been on meth daily for a year or more i got 3 weeks clean. I also been with my boyfriend for 4  he got seven days clean.. let me tell you his attitude is terrible and  I don't know what to do how to stay positive for us both I love him myself our son dearly  I want to stay on track and get my life back but it's like I have no drive no energy no strength I need help. I believe in meetings but the town i live in is a bunch of f**k ups and they ruin the meetings its more social gathering then a help that's annoying to me seriously I'm not an alcoholic alcoho so AA is out..

My head is still clouded help advice