I'm 13 and have a boyfriend but we don't talk a lot at school and we haven't gone on any dates bc we both don't have time. I've told everyone I've kissed loads of people before and even gave advice people on how to kiss but the truth is I actually haven't. I don't want my first kiss to be really awkward with my boyfriend bc he'll probably go and tell everyone that if we brake up and then no one will like me. I don't know what to do! Please help