i am 23 i have a mental health problem its called aphasia i have problems with my memory i have always had that could never remember anything wen i was younger so i started smoking weed and since i was young i was always in too women girls always played kiss chase had girl friends but there was one girl i grew up with are parents took us on holidays together and we really liked each other alot we would kiss touch all sorts but  wen i was younger i didnt think are parents knew about us but they did but i didnt know so i stopped talking to her got scared forgot about her started smoking weed and got in too alot c**p other the years i always wank to porn all types of porn and even shemales it makes me sick cos i dont like it i had a relapse from weed got my memory back about the past cos i had forgot so much someone say something about this i like this girl alot she means the world to me. i didnt explain it all wright but hopefully someone can understand it.