Ok so I'm 12 in seventh grade and my school gave us the "talk" in fifth grade. Right before, like the week before it, I started getting clearish white discharge. Then it turned brownish white almost two days later. When the time came around for the "talk", I was worried I thought it would have something to do with what I was experiencing. And it did. We got what the boys called "goodie bags" and when a girl would throw one away because they already knew, a group of boys would go and open one and take out the pads and booklet and pantyliners and "goodies". I got home from school and read the booklet cover to cover 3 times. My mom gave me a "talk" of her own. She brought me to Target and we got pads, tampons, and pantyliners. Just in case. Then a few months later it was time for my yearly physical. The doctor had to look at my vagina and told me that I was growing pubic hair. I was so embarrassed to hear that. Then she told my mom. That made it worse. My mom asked the doctor to give me a talk of her own and she showed me some pictures of what my vagina what look like when I was about to have my period (you know like how much hair you would have) and it was like a chart. She saved it to my files and marked which one I looked like on a scale of one to ten I was two. She was telling me that I would be at about 5,6, or, 7. So about half way through my 6th grade school year, I was seeing the white discharge again. At the end of that school year I saw the brown discharge, again. I was experiencing cramps in my lower abdomin and back. I got bad acne real bad. And I would have terrible mood swings. I recently told my mom that I was having big amounts of discharge. And she made me carry a purse with pads in a secret pocket and wear pantyliners every day. I still do because I'm afraid of starting. But at the beginning of this school year, I had my yearly physical. The doctor had a nurse in training to be a doctor with her. I was embarrassed when she brought up my hair chart. Then she told me that I'm at about 5 on the chart. And that I would start at any time now. A month later I noticed brown discharge again. It was like a phantom. Coming and going. Soon after I had cramps again. My boyfriend was starting to question why I was carrying a purse. I got real mad all of a sudden and broke up with him. Now here I am asking when I'll start my period. It's been 2 years now. I just want a hint of when I'll start please.
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