I am my mother..never thought this would happen to me-after watching my mother give up what little she did have and then become a meth head prostitute on the streets..now I stand in shame with my secret of 6-10 tabs a day. With 4 kids and a husband that is not f*****g understanding about anything so def wouldn't be about this-I have no family..fathers am addict aswell-I can't goto a clinic I can't sit in bed all day or hot baths I have 4 beautiful children and my place inside is so deep and dark right now..I have lied and stole and manipulated to get them-- I am my mother-I still can't believe what I've done..it's something that doesn't just happen-its a slow creeper..I hate myself and I don't know what to do to detox!?!? Please if anyone can help me with what I need to do or what can help me before it gets an worse than it is..