Can i order suboxone online? also lots of question for desperate mother of 3

i am trying to get my spouse clean and he has agreed to try suboxone , a friend of a friend gave me 3 under the tongue subocones that are 8mg /2 and they worked really good, but when they were gone he go back to using, he is the only form of income for a family of 5 , and has a good job,i cant beleive he has not lost, but has stole from his kids college fund, my saving, pawned are cars, borrowed from a loan shark were we would get threats, finally paid that off, kicked him oiu, but then his car and bike got repossed, and had to use mine, we almost lost are home that is now rented and the kids and I live with my mom, he is here but cant be around the kids, has to sleep in the garage house, he has now used the rent money again so we problally will lose are family home, he keeps saying he will stop and go forward but has had over 20 chances, and always relapses, i am confused, he needs rehab but will lose his job, and never will get another like this and we also will lose, although the last year he hasnt paid any bills, my mom pays for everything even though he makes over 80,000 a year. I recently started getting child support, cause i never seen a penny, but thats only 1500, a month and I used to get food stamps for me and my 3 kids of 600 a month and he even stole them, and now I dont even get those!! I have been married over 20 years and he has never been like this until he got cancer and was on pain pills and then someone told him to shoot up dalildids, and now thats all he thinks about, i track him, and now he caught on and shuts his phone, I dont know what to do, i gave him a suboxone the last one I had today, and he usually takes it and stays off the needle but today i caught him sticking it to his tooth and then left to go get high, hhe said if i can get subs he will go clean but he wont go to a dr to get them cause he is scared of them reporting it! Is their anywhere I can get this suboxone online? I am desperate!! I would get him arrested or bakereracted but then we will be with no income, and living on the streets with no luck of another good job in the future. Also, can he fake taking them under the tongue? What if he uses after? Any tips, help please , i am sick myself and this addidtion is costing over 600.00 a day when he can get the cash.. I really need help. I will leave my friends email for help,if want privacy