I smoked a whole joint, I have hallucinations

I'm not much of a pot smoker but I have been known to do it on rare occasions, like today. I have made the hugest mistake of my life. I smoked a whole joint almost by myself which have never done before. Plus I am also taking an anti depressant medication called Prozac I have officially been on it for 2 whole days . it all started fine and than I realized I couldn't remember anything I started having hallucinations and I started go crazy crying and screaming that I felt like I was going to die and that I needed to go to the er right this instant My pulse was racing and I felt like my heart could stop at any moment I couldn't remember how I got to where and my brain was not functioning whatsoever . I went to my best friends house and he calmed me down and eventually the high sorta of wore off. It is now 430 in the am and I can't sleep every time I close my eyes my heart starts racing my muscles are twitchy and I still don't feel like myself. My anxiety level is through the roof. I have also always had a high anxiety level and I have been battling with it for over a year and I was right where I wanted to be until I had to go and mess everything up. I feel like I'm slowly going insane please help I think if it gets any worse I might just end my life I'm so tired of fighting I don't know what to do anymore im so worried and ashamed of myself I fear I will never go back to being me I feel so disconnected with reality And I keep having these panic induced fears pierce through me at random times

Going to your local hospital would probably be the safest thing for you at this point.

They can determine if a med change is needed as well as help you developing effective coping methods for dealing with your depression and anxiety problems.

You need to tell them the drugs you took and what it has done to you.

You can get back to being yourself with proper medication and staying away from street drugs and alcohol.

You said you were right where you wanted to be until you messed it up look at this as a valuable lesson that you will learn from.

Now you know and hopefully will never forget that if you want to stay well you need to stay away from street drugs and alcohol you can and will get back on track with proper care and good choices.

Get to the hospital on your own or have someone take you it is your first step towards getting back to where you want to be.