i am a 19yo virgin but that's because i have a fear of being sexually inadequate, anyway when masturbating i sometimes watch gay porn, this has been going on for about a year or so. i thought it was a phase but im getting scared that it wont stop. the thought of being physical with another man is gross to me, and seeing gay people in person kissing weirds me out. i cant even watch it in the porn(i skip through it) also when im just thinking about sex throughout my day the thought of anal with a women or man grosses me out too. when masturbating without porn i immediately go to the thought of having sex with a girl. the only reason that i look at guys in person is to say "ya that guys good looking" but it doesn't get me turned on. i do really like looking at women and admiring their bodies while going through my day, but when it comes to watching porn it always seems to go to gay stuff...am i like in denial about being gay or something? really confused........
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{PS} would really appreciate anyone that has the same problem as me to message me for further discussion on this topic we may be able to help each other out.
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I watch Gay Porn too but I am straight. I also swap pictures with Girls and go on cam with them. I do it because I am fascinated over how girls respond to my body and what I do to it and Its also nice to imagine what they can do to you and knowing they probably know what to do with your body more than a man does. I will always be interested in men but when it comes to masturbating I prefer to think of woman.
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