I have been through the darkness of my mind just to get through my withdrawls. I read every post I could find about people withdrawlin off methadone just to keep sain & not get more pills or worse black! I actually slept 2 hours last night (most in 2 weeks) I woke up to say I finnaly feel free. Thanx for all u donez posting people I made it through & it is and always will be one of my demons but im ready for war bit***s! No more ruling my body and mind heck my whole life! Anyhoo I gotta go Live! peace n love