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I used to go to my local junior high and had a lot of friends I was lucky enough to also have a lot of friends that are girls. But for highschool I thought it be better to go to a different one. Now I only have a little bit of friends and I don't talk to any girls. I've tried and u think school is a big factor and made me depressed.
I also feel like everyone I look at the sky or a tree or mountain or hill it feels almost unreal and like it wasn't there before or like I'm in a dream. And this really saddens me because I would love to go skating or walk in the park and enjoy it but it's very hard for me.
I listen to a lot of indie rock and lowfi probably really hipster stuff you haven't heard before, but I feel like it's making depressed and I just stopped listening to music. I also stoped playing piano.
Sometimes during class the lights bother me a lot and I start feeling really weird and when people talk to me it feels abnormal like they are robots.
Lastly I feel like some memories aren't mine and like I'm living another life sometimes I wake up and think my dreams are real so I believe that the are my memories.
Only thin I can do is rely on God and a ask for prayer. Please help me
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Really scared... I need an answer and hope.. It's been 3 months since I fell into this hole of depersonalization and derealization.. I can't take another second of it , I'm 23 and fear to be alone for single second... Losing grip of reality. Obsessive thoughts about life and questioning weather this is all real... I really miss my life and I would go back and undo that last joint I smoked any day... It's ruined me entirely... Please , please help...
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