okay, so ive always been a pretty happy kid. i mean i enjoyed all the little things in life and everything. the way my studies are going right now i could be anything but id rather just settle down and live a simple life. ive always dealt with derealization and dp, since 5th grade, and i started doing weed at the beginning of the year. i did it like 5 times over teh course of teh school semester and a cou0le weeks ago i did it 2 days in a row. the last 4 times i did spice though, artificial weed, and the last two weeks i stopped because i didnt feel anything from teh time i did it two days in a row. i guess you could say i have always been pretty unstable mentally, deep thinker and abit paranoid sometimes, so i think this just amped it up pretty bad
the symptoms started last week when i felt completely derealized and homesick, and the last couple days i have cried for no reason for about 3 minutes then felt better at night before i went to sleep yet would wake up feeling dr/dp again and that homesick/severely depressed feeling again. i think the homesickness stems from me wanting my old sense of mind back
im a 15 yr old male btw
i just need to know that i will get better and that this won't last forever as i have heard it has. please i need help, i can't imagine living like this and i have been having suicidal thoughts as well
PLEASE HELP, i can't live like this forever, i dont enjoy anything anymore and i have lost lack of interest in alot of things that used to make me happy like music and movies or even just times of day
the symptoms started last week when i felt completely derealized and homesick, and the last couple days i have cried for no reason for about 3 minutes then felt better at night before i went to sleep yet would wake up feeling dr/dp again and that homesick/severely depressed feeling again. i think the homesickness stems from me wanting my old sense of mind back
im a 15 yr old male btw
i just need to know that i will get better and that this won't last forever as i have heard it has. please i need help, i can't imagine living like this and i have been having suicidal thoughts as well
PLEASE HELP, i can't live like this forever, i dont enjoy anything anymore and i have lost lack of interest in alot of things that used to make me happy like music and movies or even just times of day
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My suggestion is call somebody that you can talk about your problems. It more likely you have a bad trip while doing drug.
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I've had derealization at 19. I could either come from the large amounts of cannabis or e that I took (or both).
The derealization that I felt was as if I was totally tuned out of reality, and my mind was running on autopilot. Its like as if I was semi-sleep walking and I couldn't focus on reality.
If you're anything like me, it will take around 1-2 years for the symptoms to get significantly better. I'm 23 now, and I still get the derealization symptoms sometimes (though it may be due to anxiety in these cases), but it doesn't really trouble me anymore.
So in summary
Good news: you should get better
Bad news: it will take atleast a year
The derealization that I felt was as if I was totally tuned out of reality, and my mind was running on autopilot. Its like as if I was semi-sleep walking and I couldn't focus on reality.
If you're anything like me, it will take around 1-2 years for the symptoms to get significantly better. I'm 23 now, and I still get the derealization symptoms sometimes (though it may be due to anxiety in these cases), but it doesn't really trouble me anymore.
So in summary
Good news: you should get better
Bad news: it will take atleast a year
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