Alright as you can tell from the title im not gay but i keep thinking i like boys when i dont sometimes i have thoughts of doing something with a boy but ive always loved girls and masturbated loads. I always hang around with boys and never thought of doing something with them i also used to think its disgusting being gay and doing other things with boys i cant even imagine spending the rest of my life with a boy i just dont think its right also i dont get erections as quick as i used to while watching lesbian porn it doesnt feel as good as it did but i still get turned on and still kinda look at hot girls im 13 by the way and love rugby football and these things im so confused i have always loved boobs ass vaginas and now im very depressed i just know that im not gay since a young age i have always loved girls
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Hi Jake
It sounds like you are really struggling with this.
Your sexuality is predetermined and part of growing up and maturing is discovering it or for some coming to terms with it.
There is a lot of curiosity at your age and guys often wonder how they compare to other guys and many often experiment with same sex friends any of these thoughts or actions does not make you gay or turn you gay.
You seem to be strongly against any chance of you being gay and say how you love girls and still get turned on but not as much by lesbian porn and still kinda look at hot girls some.
Please don’t get offended but what is your reaction to gay porn?
Is there any chance that some of what you think and feel about being gay is based on what is expected of you?
Jake you are the only one that truly knows your sexuality it is normal to have some curiosity about guys and you said you have no thoughts of doing anything with guys.
Do you find that even with your strong feelings against being gay and your feelings that it is not right do you have an unwanted and kinda uncontrollable attraction to guys a t times?
Jake your post strongly covers many of the aspects or arguments for being straight but you are not saying much about why you’re having these doubts and the fact that it is getting you depressed.
It may help you to talk with your school councillor Jake and don’t be afraid to open up about things if it is simply just a bit of curiosity your experiencing or some doubts talking openly and honestly about it will help you.
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