I have been having some strange symptoms lately and my best friend thinks that I may in the beginning stages of menapause. I am 38 years young, slightly overweight, and a smoker. I know those are not a good combination and was wondering if that could contribute to menapause early. I have been having mild hot flashes, my period is lasting longer than usual, much longer. I used to cycle for 3-4 days and I am cycling now and I am going on 9 days. It seems to be steady but a much thicker discharge and definitely darker. Then yesterday, I had a strange spell with my vision. It was like a very bright light was being shined into my eyes, then I could see floaters everywhere. The bright light finally subsided after about 10 minutes but then it was almost as if there was a fog all around the edges but the middle was clear.
I went outside to get some air, and it was very chilly and all of a sudden my vision cleared up immediately. I don't know if the cold air had something to do with it or not. I know this all may sound crazy but if anyone has any answers I would greatly appreciate it!
I went outside to get some air, and it was very chilly and all of a sudden my vision cleared up immediately. I don't know if the cold air had something to do with it or not. I know this all may sound crazy but if anyone has any answers I would greatly appreciate it!
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Hi I have a big problem with my rich older boyfriend! regarding sex, he makes me feel inferior just for starters and makes out as if I owe it to him, and I should make him feel good cos He Loves Me! ODD! I feel like it's a job! and hate it, I feel as though he is playing mind games with me cos he makes me feel so guilty if I say NO, and I will get nothing from him at all, but if I give in I'm the best thing since sliced bread even though I feel he knows when I give in and just go through the motions and feel repulsive always now after hes had enough (by the way he is 12 yrs older and is also hopeless in bed) I get almost what a want as well if I have sex reluctantly and Hate It soo much! I would much rather do it for money as at least I will get some form of releif or maybe revenge! I don't have much at all, he has everything moneywise and I am too scared to ask for or accept anything from him.
He gets real mad with me if I say no which I do alot and almost feel guilty! but now I don't give a dam I am not here to please his needs I need to feel wanted and useful and think I have found the way? suits me to fulfill someone who appreciate what I now and maybe always have as a service from me! so why feel bad about getting paid for it? [/list][/list]
He gets real mad with me if I say no which I do alot and almost feel guilty! but now I don't give a dam I am not here to please his needs I need to feel wanted and useful and think I have found the way? suits me to fulfill someone who appreciate what I now and maybe always have as a service from me! so why feel bad about getting paid for it? [/list][/list]
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