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Hi i am Priya

I feel soo very lonely ......i was abused by my own family member wen small...i didnt talk about it to anybody...but used to feel something worng has happened with me and ppl wil hate me if they come to know abt it...in school and college i was topper and also for post graduation was in first 3 ...i had many proposals by guys but was somehow not ready to get into any relationship it was so difficult to trust any guy...but after that there was one guy who used to constantly follow me and i finally said yes i was actually scared...but then wanted to leave him..he was following me used to get gifts for around 5 years and finally i thought he truly loves me..nd went in the relationship...but again i had problems trusting him...i got job then ...and i felt i should leave him as i was not happy with him and felt he cannot be trusted...i was lonely and thats wen another guy came in my life..again ..he proposed me ...and i used to run away ....but it happened but only for 3 months as he got scholarship in US ..and i was again lonely ..then came a guy with whom i am currently married ...he treated me so well i felt so nice, took so much care of me showed me all men are not the same ....i finally felt he is da one for me....i was completely mad in love with him.. wen i told him about my past he said i dont want your past only a good future with you...but after an year i came to know he also had a relationship b4 about which he was hiding from me ..i came to know all this after i left my job ..tht was just for him..i felt cheated ....after tht he started talking dirty about my past evrything changed...he started drinking ...which he used to never do b4...then we got married as we had family pressure too for that , even after soo many things i hate in him i am there with him as a wife....i dont want to have another breakup.....but his rude behaviour against me makes me feel lonely...as he is the only person i trusted and told evrything about my past....i dont know if he loves me ...

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i was sexually abused wen small X-(

 

 

 

 

 

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