Right I'm new to this site, but I thought by talking to people who may have the same thing might help me. All my life I've not been normal, and by not normal I don mean cute and weird I mean, I've never been like normal people, in my head everything is different, I'm not the same as everyone else. I'm starting to think I have some sort of mental issue? I have phases I go through every day, I can be happy one minute and a second later I just feel sad and then crazy, I start to smash things and do thigs I never would normally do. I use to be able to control it but ever since a really bad breakup two years ago (which I'm still not over) I've hanged and become worse. It's starting to effect my life really badly and I feel so selfish but I just break down near enough every night, I don't know what to do with myself, ie got a slight OCD issue as well but that's not as bad as the crazy phases. I feel so selfish because there's people worse off than me, I've got a good job and a good family and a good home but I don't know what's wrong with me. Does anyone feel this way? I'm really scared I've seen therapist in the past but they don't understand not do they help. Someone tell me I'm not insane?