What's wrong with me!

nicky1998261157 over a year ago

I am a 14 year old girl. I suffer though depression, anxiety bipolar and ADD. My parents are really bad at parenting. They have been openly hating me since I was little. But the main reason i wanted to start this topic was that I'm kind of really desperate. It's because I have not received any love from my parents or any body. I don't sleep around or anything, I'm still a virgin but I have done some stupid stuff. Also, I have the perfect look (apparently. I kind of hate how I look) But I am not too fat and not tto skinny, I have nice light brown hair with natural blonde highlights, Im 5 ft 8 , I have probably only had a pimple three times in my life, I'm a C cup and I have long tan legs. I'm super nice to every one I meet but I'm not popular, No boys like me and i have almost no true friends. What's wrong with me! Why does no one like me!

Loading...

Guest over a year ago

hello nicky1998, i enjoyed reading your post now. just try and find out who you are and discover yourself. i know it's a hard time when one is young and looking for acceptance. you are very special and at a critical point in your personal development. my parents are also no good at showing real love or recognizing my accomplishments. i was using booze and mandrax from the age of 16 till when i was 29 to try and numb the pain and abuse i felt because of the way i grew up. today i am clean and sober for just under 13 years with the help of God and a very good drug support group. i stay in cape town, south africa. i'm into computers and very interested in mining and i love photography.

Reply

Loading...

Guest over a year ago

to nicky1998. i also wanted to say that i also crave love and acceptance on a daily basis. i have been through so much rejection and teasing and so on.

Reply

Loading...

nicky1998261157 over a year ago

Thank you so much

Reply

Loading...

Guest over a year ago

nicky1998 wrote:

Thank you so much

it's a pleasure my friend. i love helping young people and girls are so special to me.

Reply

Loading...

lucyloucyrus258107 over a year ago

Maybe you're just too perfect and kind hearted for people. But it also may be that people don't love you because you don't love yourself. I had to learn the hard way that people only truly can love you once you've learnt how to love yourself. I'd love to be your friend if you like. Just inbox me :)

Reply

Loading...