Ok so here it goes. I am 28 ttc type 1 diabetic. I am been experiencing a lot of pregnancy symptoms in the past weeks. I think it's too early to test though. Af not due til 07/31. Well, I have begun getting dizzy spells or extreme light headed. It feels like a low blood sugar only real fast and more intense. Every time I feel this I check blood sugar and that isn't the cause. I am terrified when it happens bc I have passed out once from it. I have also recently had these massive mood swings. I got sickened by my fiance bc he told me if I am Prego or not we will still be married one day and it will eventually happen. Then, he told me about his ex having a miscarriage. I was so infuriated that he knew what it felt like to hear for the first time he was gonna be a parent. I had to leave the room I was so mad. Then I started sobbing bc I couldn't understand why I have been such a monster towards him. Every time he tries to make me feel better I get mad. Today I told him of we find out I am not then lock me up in a mental ward bc I am crazy. I never have had all this emotion and mood swings and just plain confusion in my life. I feel like I am ruining his life with my boo-whoing as I call it. He just wrapps his arms around me places his hands on my lower pelvis and says there is a great miracle there and soon we shall know of its existence. Of course it calmed me down but I don't know what's up. Am I just really stressing myself out here or could everything like how fuance is convinced my boobs are huge. I think maybe a little fuller, and if I try to do anything and brush against them it feels like they're bruised. Could I really be pregnant? Ok venting over plz I need advice.
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