My marijuana journal

@18 I BEGAN SMOKING THE MARI, IM NOW 27 AND NEED TO QUIT FOR JOB OPPORTUNITIES. THE PROBLEM IS I AM HOOKED. WELL I SHOULD SAY MY MIND IS HOOKED. AFTER NOT SMOKING FOR A WEEK I AM EXPERIENCING THE REGULAR WITHDRAWAL SYMPTOMS HEADACHES, SLEEPLESS NIGHTS,NIGHT SWEATS,EXTREME IRRITABILITY/ANXIETY AND SOME REALLY BAD DREAMS OR SHOULD I SAY NIGHTMARES. I NEVER THOUGHT THAT IT WOULD BE POSSIBLE FOR ME TO QUIT, HOWEVER, EVERYDAY I FEEL MYSELF GETTING STRONGER. IT IS AMAZING. I HAVE FOUND THAT IF I JUST EXERCISE A LITTLE BIT OF WILL POWER AND DON'T CALL OR GO SEE THE WEED BUDDIES(SMOKERS/HOOVERS) OR THE WEED MAN/LADY (<------SELLERS), NOT ONLY WILL YOU HAVE THAT 5,10,20,50 OR 100 DOLLAR BILL IN MY POCKET, BUT I FEEL GREAT ABOUT MYSELF BECAUSE I WAS ABLE TO CONTROL WEED INSTEAD OF WEED BEING ABLE TO CONTROL ME.

JUST REMEMBER TOO KEEP BUSY DURING THE DAY, THE HARDEST TIMES FOR ME IS AT NIGHT BEING THAT THIS WAS MY NORMAL CHIEF-ING TIME. AS SOON AS THE SUN GOES DOWN MY CRAVINGS INTENSIFY BY 1000, AT THIS TIME I SURROUND MYSELF AROUND PEOPLE AND/OR ACTIVITIES IN WHICH I AM NOT ALLOWED THE CHANCE TO TAKE A TOKE. I.E.,
EXERCISE
MOVIES
BOWLING,
INTERCOURSE (++GREAT OUTLET++)
GO SEE THE PARENTS
GO OUT WITH MY GIRLFRIEND
..... DO SOMETHING TO CHANNEL YOUR MIND ELSEWHERE. OTHERWISE SITTING COUPED UP IN THE HOUSE WISHING YOU HAD A "J" TO SMOKE ONLY REGRESSES YOUR REHAB CHALLENGE.

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!!EXERCISE WILL POWER, STAY BUSY, AVOID WEED BUDDIES/DISTRIBUTORS,SURROUND YOURSELF BY NON-SMOKERS, & JUST SAY NO!!