I'm on the birthcontrol pills for 2 years (Apri). The last time I had sex was in the beginning of Nov with my boyfriend. We had sex for three times in two days. I remember I forgot to take the pill that day, and I took it the next day or the following day. I usually take it at the same time or at least within a few hours if I forget it. I'm on the process of getting divorce with my husband, and it is a little bit stressful. I have to take a big exam next month for the ph. d application, and my doctor prescribed the anti-anxiety medication (Lozapam) for my test taking anxiety. Because she told me to play around with it before taking the actual test, I started taking the medication (just a half, very small dose) every night before going to bed. I think I started the medication around Nov 5 or so.

Now my period is two weeks late. I'm so worried if I'm pregnant. Our relationship (I and my boyfriend) is a top secret. He has family and high status at his workplace. I can't tell anyone about it. I am just hoping that my late period is due to either my stress with getting divorce or taking a new medication (I've never taken such a medication before, like anti-anxiety or depression). My husband and I just had to break up because he wants to be gay. So my love to my husband is like to my best friend. He feels the same way. I love my boyfriend but he wouldn't give up his family and life since he is a little well-known person in my area. Saving his reptuation is very important for him, I guess.

I have low back pain and very dull pain on my abdomin but everything seems normal. If I'm pregnant and tell about it to my boyfriend, he would tell me to get abortion for pretty sure. I'm an international student and I don't have money for that (I can't even work outside of the campus due to my visa status). Please someone gives me advice or opinion.