Hi everyone would be good if someone could help me out, ive been drinking about 25 units per day since about january 2012 so just over a year and about a week ago i started to sort of jump and feel abit dissassociated when at work. i also found myself not being able to walk properly and leaning forward when i walk and having to lean on things otherwise my heart starts racing and i get myself into a severe panic in fear of a fit, collapse or even death.i went to the doctors 2 days ago and they comfirmed i have slight liver and kidney damage. they then sent me to a hospital who gave me 4 libriums and even then i wasnt completely normal. ive been advised to not stop drinking completely but i am ready to quit now but cant fully because at my local drug misuse centre they said its possible that could be fatal. im now drinking about 10 units a day at night just to get to sleep because im scared i wont wake up, but during the day its like a living hell, im constantly in fear of fainting and get in a panic. is this normal and am i not alone???