Hi, I have never done this before so here it goes, I am in comercial constuction. My addition started out as a way to deal cronic knee pain. My foreman at the time gave us vicodone for free to get us to work harder without pain. It turned out good for him and me because evettually cause, i became a forman as well. the owners liked how hard of a earner I became. 10 mil percocet is what im up to know.. I been using them everyday for the last 6 years. doctor perscribed on off of the street. I dont know what normall feels like anymore. I use to eat them to be able to proform at the highest rate at work but, now I take take them just to to feel normal. Im up to about ten 10mil percocets a day. It became really expensive and I cant afford it.I have tryed to quit but, the witdrawn is so diffuclt . I have a wife and 3 children that I love so much!! I cant deal with my day to day duties without pills  My life hasnt be the same since, I lost my job of 6 years due to the addition. My wife has threaten to walk out on me and take my children. if that happens It will not be anything for me to live for. I have tryed to quit several times. I am very depressed witout them. I trying for the forth time to kick. This is the second day off of them and to be honest it doesnt feel like it is getting easier!I cant see the light at the end of the tunnel. how long is gonna take.................................?

I cant afford to loose everything else I have worked so hard for.I tired of thinking about the feeling i get from them. how much longer does it take?