Hi everyone. I am newly diagnosed with diabetes type two, and I am still struggling with my diagnosis. Frankly, I am angry at myself and at the world, and even at my doctor, because I have diabetes. I didn't even know what horrible complications can occur as a result of diabetes mellitus, and had never thought about living with diabetes mellitus or another chronic illness! I really want to connect with others who are suffering from the same thing I have. I need advice on how to get over the fact I have diabetes mellitus and how to let go of the pity party thing. I really want to handle my diabetes mellitus positively and actively but I am not sure how to.