A little history...
I have a history of mental illness. (anxiety, depression and have clinically been diagnosed with borderline Personality Disorder along with ADD.)
I sometimes find myself talking myself into thinking im sick. (hypochondria) after many years of therapy and medication have been able to distinguish what is real and when i try to talk myself into something. But sometimes, i need a little extra help in reassuring myself that things are normal.
I was also raped at the age of seventeen and became with child. As i was a child under the age of eighteen, my doctors and mother decided that abortion was the right choice. I went along with it, and trust me, its not an experience i would ever like to go through again. It was scary and it hurt.
I noticed then the first thing that told me i was pregnant other than the strange feeling something was inside me (which was like a week after it happened) was the darkening of the aureoles and breast tenderness. then i had to pee every 15 minutes prior to eating or drinking and the smell of food, yeah. gave me one way ticket to the bathroom to vomit. this was about 3-5 weeks into the pregnancy. This was when i took a test. and it was a BIG STRONG OH YES!
Me and a guy i was dating had sex on the 9th and 10th of April which was maybe 4-5 days after my period. We started out having unprotected sex but i got scared and made him put on a condom.
I have not missed a period yet, but i have been experiencing the following symptoms. in fact, my period is due within the next 5-10 days. (i always give myself a little extra time because its always been irregular)
frequent urination (I always have to pee more when get ready to start my period, and even more when i become stressed out or get worried or anxious)
Breast tenderness (they're not swollen but my nipple area (which is normal for me) is really sensitive and sore. and around my breasts are tender too. my left breast is always the one that hurts the most. due to the anxiety attacks i have quite often
)
craving dairy (ive drank a lot of milk her lately, and also ate a bunch of chocolate)
Moody/depressed/paranoid/anxious (again, nothing out of the typical norm)
Heart palpulations- (this was something new thats started in September of last year. now each period i have along with my nervousness i experience before i start is an irregular heart beat. I have looked this up and it is a symptom of PMS. Ive also seen my doctor about it and she has said the same thing)
vaginal discharge - (Its thick, creamy and white. No oder. I also just got over a kidney infection if that helps with anything... 0__o)
abdominal pain- (normal)
gassy (normal)
bloating in my stomach (normal)
acne- normal
I took a test on Tuesday and its now Thursday it came back negative. ( i did it to calm myself down)
The more i type this the sillier i feel. but im just curious as to what you guys think...
Any suggestions or reassurance would be greatly appreciated.
I have a history of mental illness. (anxiety, depression and have clinically been diagnosed with borderline Personality Disorder along with ADD.)
I sometimes find myself talking myself into thinking im sick. (hypochondria) after many years of therapy and medication have been able to distinguish what is real and when i try to talk myself into something. But sometimes, i need a little extra help in reassuring myself that things are normal.
I was also raped at the age of seventeen and became with child. As i was a child under the age of eighteen, my doctors and mother decided that abortion was the right choice. I went along with it, and trust me, its not an experience i would ever like to go through again. It was scary and it hurt.
I noticed then the first thing that told me i was pregnant other than the strange feeling something was inside me (which was like a week after it happened) was the darkening of the aureoles and breast tenderness. then i had to pee every 15 minutes prior to eating or drinking and the smell of food, yeah. gave me one way ticket to the bathroom to vomit. this was about 3-5 weeks into the pregnancy. This was when i took a test. and it was a BIG STRONG OH YES!
Me and a guy i was dating had sex on the 9th and 10th of April which was maybe 4-5 days after my period. We started out having unprotected sex but i got scared and made him put on a condom.
I have not missed a period yet, but i have been experiencing the following symptoms. in fact, my period is due within the next 5-10 days. (i always give myself a little extra time because its always been irregular)
frequent urination (I always have to pee more when get ready to start my period, and even more when i become stressed out or get worried or anxious)
Breast tenderness (they're not swollen but my nipple area (which is normal for me) is really sensitive and sore. and around my breasts are tender too. my left breast is always the one that hurts the most. due to the anxiety attacks i have quite often
)
craving dairy (ive drank a lot of milk her lately, and also ate a bunch of chocolate)
Moody/depressed/paranoid/anxious (again, nothing out of the typical norm)
Heart palpulations- (this was something new thats started in September of last year. now each period i have along with my nervousness i experience before i start is an irregular heart beat. I have looked this up and it is a symptom of PMS. Ive also seen my doctor about it and she has said the same thing)
vaginal discharge - (Its thick, creamy and white. No oder. I also just got over a kidney infection if that helps with anything... 0__o)
abdominal pain- (normal)
gassy (normal)
bloating in my stomach (normal)
acne- normal
I took a test on Tuesday and its now Thursday it came back negative. ( i did it to calm myself down)
The more i type this the sillier i feel. but im just curious as to what you guys think...
Any suggestions or reassurance would be greatly appreciated.
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