PERKS AND VICS I LOVE AND HATE U.... ok this is my first time addmitting my addiction...i love pain pills i dont do the hard stuff i only stick with what i know. I started taken perks when i was 16 i was with my mom and i had stomach cramps and she gave me one instantly i felt strange but i liked it i noticed i had so much energy and i was talking up a storm, so from then on i started to get one off of my mother once a month when i had my cramps. As the years went on i started to do them more and also started to take vicoden which in my eyes there two different kinds of high perks make me happy and "perky" as i would say and vics give me energy but make me tired. Any ways i use to be a pot head so for years i didnt crave the pills just when ever they were offerd i would take them but in the past 2 years i quit smokin pot and become addicted to pills i would buy them from people i barely knew its all i think about i wonder if hes got some or if she can find any i hate it! now its getting harder to find what i want and i have to take soo many to feel high. so as my options run low on finding them going days or weeks without im realizing this is stupid! why should i do this to myself everything i eat goes straight thru me im tired as hell i cant sleep cuz my legs feel like there jumping out of my skin i get hot then cold im tired of it. i have none to ween me off and if i was to find some i wouldnt save them id eat them all day and not think of tommaro so im just gonna stop cold turkey i hate the withdrawal but if i go ahead and get it over with now i will be done. Im gonna take meds for my stomach and muscle relaxers for my legs and a monster 4 energy i know i can do this and i know all of u can too. knowing that im not alone helps im not the type anyone would think i am its just sad how i let my self go. does anyone know how long it may take to get over withdrawal??? i knw it may depend on the person but im just wondering..thanks every one for the help good luck to u guys...God bless
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Hello byehigh89,
Good for you! Great that you are admitting you have a problem and wanting to change it! Believe me, that is the hardest step. My drug of choice is not the same as yours, so I can't tell you how bad and how long your withdrawals can be. But I can tell you I was scared of my withdrawals, and it has been much easier than I anticipated. To help with leg cramps, I strongly suggest exercise shortly before bed. Go on a bike, go for a run, do a workout video, or hit the gym. The rest of it, unfortunately, you just have to work your way through. I have been managing with coffee, advil and aleve. I am on my 4th day and am feeling really good. Keep up your hard work and believe in yourself!
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