Im a male, straight, 19 years old and i've had sex with 4 girls before (wouldve been 5 but i couldnt get it up at the time). Im ALWAYS turned on and i get turned on EASILY, so i'd masturbate and watch porno a lot. i'd be craving sex. But when it comes down to it, i honestly dont enjoy it or like it to be honest. When im with a girl i easily get turned on and want to have sex but while im having sex or after im done i get EXTREMELY paranoid as to whether or not i might have caught an std or something (and i tend to make a big deal out of small things), or i constantly regret having sex with that individual or i frankly didnt really enjoy the sex (felt like a chore). Plus im uncircumcised so my foreskin tends to get caught up in friction and may hurt a bit during sex or afterwards it tends to be sore for a while. Even most times i get really nervous right before sex and i cant get it up (so i have to constantly get blowjobs to keep me up) but once im inside im good to go. I look at my friends and they enjoy having sex and such but with me, i feel like it is more of a chore than a hobby. So i constantly say to myself (Im not going to have sex anymore, just a blowjob or nothing at all, ima stick to masturbation until marriage) but everytime im with a girl and i get a blowjob it always leads to sex cause i cant control myself but yet i dont enjoy it. CAN ANYONE GIVE ANY INSIGHT AS TO WHY I FEEL THIS WAY??