I dont really know how to start so i'm just going to go for it. Basically I'm 17 and I just feel odd like I'm just drifting through everyday and people just dont understand they think i'm lazy or something especially my tutors at college but I just fail to see the point in what I'm doing and I have a feeling somethings wrong but I'm not sure if I have just convinced myself in my head that theres something wrong. I can be really fine around people but what I say doesnt reflect what I think at all and I try to get out of every situation with sarcasam or humour. And if people ask whats up I just say nothing because I honestlu dont know what it is but its driving me insane I dont get to sleep untill like 3 in the morning most nights because of all of these random thoughts and I dont want to talk to my friends or family about it because of it doesnt even make sence to me what chance do they stand of getting it! What is wrong with me if anything!
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you are going through depression and dont worry you arent alone. i have the same issue. what is happening is your mind and body is so overwhelmed with your outside circumstances and your emotions that it doesnt know how to process it and you get that feeling of drifting through life. you really need to talk to someone about what goes through your head at night. if not with friends or family members you have me. i dont judge and as you know this is annonomus so theren nothing to be ashamed of or start i diary or journal and get all of those thoughts and feeling out. it actually doea alot to release the tension inside of you that you dont even realize is there. also when you start typing, writing, talking, what ever; everything you are felling or everything that is going through your mind will begin to form and make since. it may not while its in your head but once it comes out even you will beable to understand whats going on. also there are medications you can take that may help but since you are 17 i wouldnt recommend them because there is a higher chance of making things worse. but try talking to someone or the journal thing. believe me it helps
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