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I totaly agree. Been on it 10 years,, its not supposed to give you 4hours of get up n go but if you sit you nod out. Thats called TO HIGH A DOSE!! You should realy jus barely notice about 45 mins after you take it that you feel a lik bedda and thats it. Go to work,, do something all day,, anything instead of sitting around doing sh*t counting down the hours n telling yourself when you notice the diff ways you feel. That is jus very sick addict mentality. You are off the streets,, get a job,, grow a garder , cut lawns,, shave dogs asses all day ANYTHING but sittinh around and try focusing on fixing you life and filling it with some kind of rewarding activities instead of trying to dope feind your treatment n stilk tryin to find a high in every chemical you ingest in life. You cant jus take methadone and not work on your life and repairing your damaged soul or you are jus another lazy self centered junky who jus gets high legaly now and even that isnt good enough for them lol. Listen man i went from a 10yr 55 bag a day habbit in NYC to 120mgs of meth for years so i can say these things as i have actualy taken a good long look at myself after i was able to dry out for a lil while which is the whole purpose of methadone. I then approached fixing lil things at a time but never making an excuse when i previously made plans to do something positive or out of my comfort zone. Your supposed to feel pain in life. EVERYBODY else feels pain and uses it as a learning experience. Junkys jus want to numb away the pain and do for years at a time so they effectivly dont feel,, and as soon as we do feel what we are supposed to,, we act like lil bit***s and try to catch some "feeling" off our doses. It realy is junky cop out BS. We all know that,, jus sum have buried their ability to man or woman up deeper than others. And some have been so babied and enabled in life that they mentaly believe they are entitled to a good high every second of the day and since they are in a program and they finaly took some sort of step towards being clean,, that they feel like they deserve to feel better than jus normal,, when lets be honest,, ur not sick,, ur not yawnings n sh**ting water with your bones burning n skin crawling so WTF people?? Seriously instead of bitching that our attempts to get off an elicit drug are not getting us as high as we like,, lets actualy do something constructive and come to terms with the fact that no matter what if your are truly trying to heal yourself and rid your lifenof opiates,, methadone or not,, your gonna feel it. Use that as motivation to bring as much emotion and feeling into this process as possible so you actualy have some respect for your sobriety when ya get there. And remember,, healy =pain. Wether its a broken leg,, or being sore from working out,, or slowly ridding your body of a life long grip of opiates,, your gunna feel it,, but so does every person and creature on this planet. So realize nobody owe you sh*t,, keep yourself busy all day no matter what,, and dont break ANY plans you make to better things in you life even if its as small as cleaning all the dishes at 8am when you wake up. If you make a plan stick to,, no procrastination,, feel the pain and stay busy and you will pull through this as people do it every day that were even worse off than u or i. Jus have to reach your soul and shine a lil light on it once again.
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Where are you located ?? Or do you know of a same type Dr. Here in Twin cities area of Minnesota ? I'm 64, used 50of those years, as hard as I could. I have all ways had a high yollerence. Enough to blow their minds. For 10 yrs they gave me as much morphine as I could handle, a nurse got pissy with me over my yollerence and I left.
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