I have steadily been taking hydrocodone for 14 years. I am tired. Tired of wanting the drug, wondering how much I have left, when I'll get more, and on and on. ENOUGH ALREADY!!!!!!!! I want my damn life back. If I stop and think it has been 3 days now since I quit cold turkey and really there is no other way. I am an addict and no addict I've known could slowly remove the drug from their life. I want to go through a day where I don't think about this damn drug. I have to watch myself forever. I have had many drugs over the years , cocaine, meth, methadone, hydrocodone, ambien, xanax, and even all in a days time. Let's not forget pot. Two I never want or wanted. Tobacco and alcohol. Thank goodness I had no desire for those. I never desired drugs period. I desired the affect on myself emotionally, so I didn't feel, or physically, to not gain weight or have energy. Ironically after 14 years truth is I never get that good feeling anymore so I started going without and my mind is trying to screw with me and tell me I need them. Need them to f@#k up my life more without a high? No thank you. I want control again or really never had it and have spent age 24-38 on drugs!!!!!!! WTF??????? I knew everytime , whatever the drug, that it never felt okay or right, no matter how high I was. I don't know the future, but I no I don't have one for sure unless I can stop this. Wish me luck. As long as I have been using I would've thought I would feel worse than this. I think I feel okay? Any help on what I should be expecting withdrawal wise would be appreciated?
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Hello... been on 5/500 4x day for one year. Quit!!!!! have had headache for days... runny nose? question, is it allergy time or is this withdrawal? Having epidurals... tired of masking the pain!
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I was taking 14-24 10mg Norco per day for the last 2 years and prior to that I was taking 30 per day for a few months. Prior to taking 30 per day I was taking between 10-20 per day for 2 years. An unexpected event occurred 2 weeks ago and I was forced to face my addiction and get help. I tapered down from 20 last monday to 16 tuesday, 14 weds, 11 thursday, 8 friday, 5 saturday and sunday and then to 4 this monday. Tuesday I had one pill and now it has been almost 48 hours free from the painful grip of norco. I was scared to death of withdrawal so I planned a strategy to minimize symptoms which has worked unbelievably well. I never thought it would be this easy!!!
Once my taper hit friday and the 8 pills I started taking Clonidine 0.2mg once in the AM and once at around 5 PM. It really helped with the anxiety and edgy feelings as well as the weird skin feelings. I had been taking vitamins even while on the Norco but I started the day with a multivitamin and 2 Withdrawal Ease capsules. I also added Ultram 10 mg pills x 2. I would take these whenever the withdrawal sensations began. I only needed between 2-6 per day. Ultram works on the same receptors that Norco interacts with thus it reduces the symptoms of withdrawal but does NOT produce a buzz. One thing about Ultram is that it can be addictive and once the 3-7 days of the initial withdrawal is over it must be stopped and preferably weaned down as well. Ultram is NOT a controlled substance but it must prescribed by a physician. Additionally I have been taking a 5mg Valium on select nights and have had NO trouble sleeping. I am also taking the Withdrawal Ease pills at night.
Exercise is important so I have been walking, running, swimming and doing pushups/pullups etc for the entire time. I have also been eating light and drinking endless gatorade. I start the day with a glass of OJ with the pills which gives me a little energy. A quiet place to stay and decompress is critical as having distractions such as kids, phones and other responsibilities will just add to the anxiety level and make the withdrawal symptoms worse. I am lucky in that I have a second home on the beach which has provided the exact type of place needed for withdrawal. Any quiet, safe place will do though.
Norco has ruled and ruined my life for the last 5 years and it is incredibly rewarding knowing that it can be beat. It has a hold on our lives that fills us with self doubt and traps us in a loop of worry and craving. Getting rid of it and getting through the first part of recovery can be tough but the first step is the hardest. When you are in deep, getting out looks like an impossibility but once you make the decision to do it, it will be the best decision you ever make. If I had known it would be this painless I would have done this years ago. I ran out of pills a number of years ago and was forced to go cold turkey and I just remember what a complete nightmare it was and could not face that again. Doing what I have done above can get you through withdrawal and on to the next phase of your life!
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Hi maybe someone can answer my question. I was on di-hydrocodiene for a bad back for years, steadily the amount went up and at that time I was also drinking heavily, and for an extra buzz would take more. Finally after 10 years of trying to go sober I finally have and have got my arse into a BAHons degree in counselling and psycotherapy which is giving me something to focus on. I knew that as long as Ihad the codiene I would be okay. Now that became unhealthy taking up to 15 30mg a day - so easily done for me! I thought well I've combated the drink it is now the tabs time - went to the doctor and told him so I switched to a non-addictive pain killer for my prolapsed disc. My question is - I feel sh*t! 5 months off booze and 2 months off codiene - I thought I would feel fab, energised etc. etc. but no - tired all the time yawning all day - feel like Im walking through treakle, hot flushes, cold shivers, stone and half weight loss. weak bladder - WFT is going on? My counsellor thinks it could still be withdrawal off the di-hydrocodiene but 8 WEEKS? thought I might be going through the change (Im a 46yr old woman) had a blood test Negative? can anyone please shed some light?
Thank you
Rox
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If I begin to run out...I always make sure I have one for bed otherwise I will not sleep. Tossing and turning, hot and cold sweats, restless legs not to mention when you wake up you'll have the sh**s...bad. Smoking weed helps my withdrawls...mood wise...but nothing else really. I end up making my own concoction. LoL. When I wake up with withdrawals I will take an 800 mg Ibuprophen,immodium*has tiny tiny amounts of opiates...to plug you up* any blood pressure pill *preferably clonidine*, and I never take my muscle relaxers as prescribed because I don't like them...but when I'm hurting too bad I will take 3-4 with some tramadol. At night...I do the same thing only I add either nyquil or ambien. Sounds like a lot sh*t. sh*t. It is a lot sh*t. But it helpsl and is easily accessible. After about a week I was feeling better and Ibuprophen actually helped with my herniated disc...imagine that. Ibuprophen actually working?!!!! It was a miracle. Withdrawing sucks so hardcore but if you can tough it out...you wont ever have to go through it again. Marijuana does help with fibromyalgia patients too and all sorts of sore muscles/ back aches/head aches...smoke that through out the day...not at work preferably...but I hope this helps.
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Hi, my name is Shauna. Have some concern. Just left mypain management center and they have taken me off my script of vicodin.. they just switched to a new toxicology company and my tests have come back negative for the past 3 tests meaning i am not taking my pills?... very confusing as I have been taking these religiously 3 times a day for over 3 years now. I go back in 2 weeks to go back over whatever issue they are having with my results, however they stopped the vicodin just like that and now I have some fears of how this is going to react in body withdrawals. They said I shouldnt have any withdrawals seeing how I dont have it in my system... however I know what is real and true, I have another 3 tabs left and plan on making them last and hubby says that I will be affected, he has been in recovery for over 13 yrs and guess knows about this. After reading many posts re; w/d, getting nervous and my head tells me to go find someone else to get scripts from. Not doing it, plan on addressing this with my current provider.... just need to know what really to expect after all these years of taking this. They did increase the tramadol however, they are 2 different therapies with 2 different reactions.... Please, if you have any info on this would love to know. Am I to expect that I wont have any withdrawals seeing how their test comes back negative even though I know how much I have been taking and for how long..... and if I am going to get to encounter withdrawals, how long before they start and end... ugh!
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Im going through it right now . L4 and L5 are blown out quality of life is shot . I don't have any answers , all I can say is your not alone .
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