i am 28 & have been addicted on & off for atleast 6 years. I have been addicted for the past 4 yrs w/out a "break". I am on DAY 1 of quitting. I was pregnant, but miscarried at 3 months. I am scared that the depression that may come with the withdrawals may double w/my obvious depression of the miscarriage!!! I am a single mom to a beautiful 7 yr old & didnt want her to see me as "mommy has a bad back" anymore. I do, & the pain is unbearable at times, but i;d much rather deal with it than let her see me pop pills!!! PLEASE any any any advice for getting thru all of this??? I have been taking benadryl to work like a sedative today. HOW LONG UNTIL IT IS OUT OF MY SYSTEM?????