alcohol withdrawal Is very very bad!

I get a feeling that somthing is standing right in the middle of my chest, sometimes i catch myself involuntarily reach to my chest with my hand like im wiping somthing of the middle of my chest. It almost feals like there is a bloon in the middle of my chest and it is geting ready to explode. And my breathing is very difficult like i am smothering. i have to keep taking in deep breaths to get that feeling of satisfaction that i am breathing. Sometimes i catch myself staring at anything while the toughts are racing through my mind, thoughts of death or trying to figure out what is wrong with me. There is profound weakness in my limbs Severe shortness of breath, tunnel vision, numb/tingling in the arms.

i looked down at my hand and it was jerking involuntarily. And sometimes i get thoughts that if someone was to notice or ask me what is wrong i feal that i will lose my mind. So i try my best to hide it. I have noticed that while driving in a car it can become unbearable. Alos i get a feeling of pressure in my skull like my brain is going to explode. Lastnight all i wanted to do was go to sleep and wake up fealing better but evertime i tryed to sleep i would wake not breathing gasping for air. At one point i felt hopless and that i would fall on my face dead. I belive this to be withdraw from all the drinking that i have been doin. I was in the er a few days ago for this and my bp was high and heart racing. At times is feels as if i am going to lose all control of my body and i will go in to convulsions at any moment. The breathing thing started as a young kidd. Im not to good at explaing this so i did my best. My heart goes out to all the people that goes through this.