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I've had some awful days once my period has ended. No idea why but this is the worst time for me. The only thing I can say is, when i look back 4 months, I am a thousand times better! Even though it feels like I'll never recover!
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Hey all. Wanted to update everyone also. So glad to hear alot of you are getting better as time goes on. For the newly off BC- hang in there. Your thoughts are lying to you. It’s not really you. It’s the hormones and you need to hold out hope because it will get better.
I am 10 months off the pill now. The first month off was the worst month of my life. Same things you all are saying. Panicking, scary thoughts, couldn’t eat. Worst of all no one understood or they would say ya I have anxiety too. No no no people, I had anxiety before this too. This is not normal anxiety. This is a whole nother level of screwed up.
Anyways I’m so so so so so much better now.
I still have the fear of the anxiety like some of you mentioned— the worry that it will never go away completely. And some days I’ll be super happy and then the next minute I’m depressed. But overall I’m so much more back to my old self and I’m so thankful. If we can get through this we can get through anything.
One thing I wanted to ask, I have developed more intense fears of things that used to scare me anyways. Like flying. I cannot imagine getting on a plane now becaus I’m scarednny anxiety will peak and I will have a nervous breakdown or something. Also I’ve developed a fear of getting pregnant. I really want a child but now I’m afraid because of these hormone issues what if they get out of wack from pregnancy and I feel like that again ?? I dunno it’s a really weird fear and also like a claustrophobic fear of pregnancy. Being trapped feeling that way for nine months. Hard to explain but just wanted to see if anyone felt the same way.
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I feel exactly like this and, weirdly, flying and pregnancy are my two fears.
The weird thing is I went on holiday when my Nexplanon expired (it only lasts 3 years) and on the flight home I was so scared. I've always loved flying! But i kept having visions of the plane crashing and dying. Obviously at the time I had no idea any of this hormone stuff was about to happen. But my Bf was confused that i had developed a fear of flying over night!!
Having a child too, at my worst I was reading articles about women with post natal depression commiting suicide, I feel I would definitely get PND, and honestly sometimes wonder if I could survive with a baby to look after. I feel like this experience has made me question if I could ever become a mother. I have also developed health anxiety, so the thought of having frequent hospital appointments, giving birth in hospital... i just can't deal. Anyway, I'm 6 months off and having these thoughts xx
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