So I am almost 20, When I was 13 my mother decided I need to see a Psychiatrist, and I got put on happy pills, but soon after I stopped taking them because I felt like I was on Auto-pilot. I had them prescribed to me for close to 2 years, then we moved and she forgot about it. So I haven't seen anyone about my issues since then. Now I started to SI when I was about 13, no one found out till I was 17. However I have been doing very well for myself, up until recently. Things have taken a HUGE slope down. I spend all my free time online or in my room watching tv. When I am at work it feels like I am just putting on a show, and now after a year of being free from SI all of a sudden it seems to be the only thing on my mind! Also it has become increasingly more difficult to get out of bed an go to work every day, and when I get home I do nothing. I have stopped hanging out with my friends, they constantly ask, but i always think of some excuse. What can i do to help myself??
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Hi Tia,
You need to see a medical professional. You know you are depressed and there are so many things available today to help. It is not an easy path by any means and depression is so prevalent that you are far from alone in this. Finding a good physician will put you on the path to being happy and comfortable with yourself. You, just like everybody, deserves to be happy.
I hope this helps some.
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