I'm a 25 yr old girl, whos had bipolar since about 12 yrs of age...I've been using drugs, pot and opiates, on and off for the last 5years. I've struggled with quitting, and trying to stay off the opiates. I will stay sober for a weeks or even months, then give in and do them again. With my bipolar, its so much harder to stay off, cuz i justify it by saying it helps the bipolar. I know it doesnt, but i could really use some advice on how to stay clean. I started off with oxys, then methedone, now its morhpine and codiene pills...To make matters worse, i have a close male friend living with me, who is actually the one that introduced me to pills. He has back promblems, so he does the pills for that, and to get high..Its just so hard, cuz i wanna quit but its always around! And i kno most ppl would say kick his ass out, but he's unemployed with nowhere else to go..Besides, him and I have been through alot of rough sh*t. So any advice or places I could go to get help would be great! I struggle with the mental part of quitting drugs more than anything :(
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