i wrote in a while ago regarding swollen lymphnode in my neck that has been here for 2 yrs .my answer was maybe it is catscratch diease , i donot have a cat so i wonder what it could be i am so scared to go to the dr i have been ducking and dodging the dr.im so scared to get a cancer diagnosis so many of my friends my age are dying from cancer again i am 36 years old.i need to no is a cancer lump movable or fixed and hard and what could that lymphnode be?

thank you,concerned and scared