Okay, here it goes.
I have a little issue that I don't know how to deal with and I cannot tell my doctor because I'm on Adderall and a Benzo.
I've done drugs off and on for a few years now. Anything from a Percocet to Cocaine.
The only problem now is that 3 months ago I was introduced to Crack. Well, I loved it and still do love it.
I now have 5 Pawns that I need to get out but everytime I get my check .. I call "him" and get something. I really can't stop.
My partner keeps saying I'm an "addict" but I think that's a bit too strong of a word to use.. I really don't think I'm an addict I just think that I do it a little too much a little too often.
For reasons I stated above I cannot tell my doctor, therefor, I also cannot go to Rehab or he will find out and take me off of everything!
I don't know what other option/s I have, if any.
I also can't talk to my Counselor because she would tell him.
Is there ANYONE that could help me out as far as who I COULD talk to that couldn't tell ANYONE, especially my doctor?
I know I need to stop, I KNOW this. But without being able to seek help (Rehab) how in the hell can I quit?!?
When I have to go without it for even 2 or 3 days I flip and I'm angry, upset (To the point of curling up in a ball and crying) and I'm even a little scared, why I don't know.
I have a little issue that I don't know how to deal with and I cannot tell my doctor because I'm on Adderall and a Benzo.
I've done drugs off and on for a few years now. Anything from a Percocet to Cocaine.
The only problem now is that 3 months ago I was introduced to Crack. Well, I loved it and still do love it.
I now have 5 Pawns that I need to get out but everytime I get my check .. I call "him" and get something. I really can't stop.
My partner keeps saying I'm an "addict" but I think that's a bit too strong of a word to use.. I really don't think I'm an addict I just think that I do it a little too much a little too often.
For reasons I stated above I cannot tell my doctor, therefor, I also cannot go to Rehab or he will find out and take me off of everything!
I don't know what other option/s I have, if any.
I also can't talk to my Counselor because she would tell him.
Is there ANYONE that could help me out as far as who I COULD talk to that couldn't tell ANYONE, especially my doctor?
I know I need to stop, I KNOW this. But without being able to seek help (Rehab) how in the hell can I quit?!?
When I have to go without it for even 2 or 3 days I flip and I'm angry, upset (To the point of curling up in a ball and crying) and I'm even a little scared, why I don't know.
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thats to bad. not all doctors well make you go to therapy. they might have meds for that , that are not addictive. you have a addictive personality as well as I do. I have done things as well. when you hit rock bottom its to late to get your life back . I never tried crack but I seen people on it and it scares me. If you dont stop your life you even have now well just disappear little by little. You just need to go through the with drawls I know there bad, I have gone through some myself. Its your only hope for your future. I was on meth and I had to admit it to my 15 year old son. knowing what I did to my children i saw their faces and I suffered too. I hope these help if you need to talk write,Tammylynn
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I definitely agree with what tammylynn has posted. Although it seems like a daunting task you do need to talk to a doctor to see what your options are! If you don't like them, you don't have to do the treatment but quitting crack without help is extremely difficult. Can you let me know if that's something you wanna try? Let me know!
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